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Yang Ke - 18.

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :)


June 23, 1994.
I was born and till this day He has given me chances after chances, and so much more. Life has been pretty well 'digested', which you may assume that I am learning and applying what I've learned. In the name of He who has given me so much love, I am here, still breathing and taking opportunities while I still can. 18 years, that might be just a number to you. But I personally can say that when I thought of not surviving a task, I will have to go 18 years backwards to realize that I survived tasks He gave me. 
  18 years of undying love from my parents can never be neglected.
I may not be the best daughter, the best student, let alone a good companion. Wherever I go, I'll never be the best from the rest and there will always be someone else better. But lately, He taught me that life isn't about chasing the title of  'The Best'. It's about how we set our mind,…

KMS / Part 3 (Settling In With Tears)

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) --------------------------------------



"when the going gets tough, the tough gets going"

This is just a simple battle God gave me.  This is just another opportunity. This is just another new phase of life. This is a wake up call.
Mark my words,
I'm gonna finish this 2-year programme at Kolej Matrikulasi Banting,
 not looking back and regret anything.

I will fall, my spirit may shattered,
but I shall not lose hope.

I do my own things there and pace my own way.
I put my hopes to Him, I hope I will not fall into despair.

In the name of Allah,
my journey begins.

KMS Part 2

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :)



Me Fact : Aku tak dapat tukar modul pilihan aku. Modul tu mcm course ah.-----------------------------------------
Dekat sini takda org akan tolong kau bangun. Kau bangun sendiri.Dekat sini takda org nak peluk kau kalau kau nangis. Kau peluk lutut sendiri, kau nangis.Dekat sini takda orang nk lapkan air mata kau. Kau lap sendiri.Dekat sini takda org akan kesian kan kau. Kesian la dekat diri sendiri.Dekat sini kau balik kelas, kau nangis dkt katil kau, kau tutup muka dgn Teddy, takda sapa peduli.Dekat sini org lain berfoya-foya, kau pilih jalan kau sendiri.Dekat sini org lain tak balas senyuman kau, jgn peduli.Dekat sini kau kena compete. Sapa ckp?Dekat sini semua susah. Sapa suruh kau manja?Dekat sini tkda kesenangan mcm dkt Shah Alam, your home sweet home. Hadap la kau sorg2.Dekat sini everyday kena study. Bagus, rasa kan.Dekat sini semua buat hal sendiri. Jgn kacau hidup org.Dekat sini kau kena struggl…

KMS Part 1

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :)





Me Fact : I hate it when people make me repeat what I said.---------------------------------------------
HOHO. How's everyone? Alhamdulillah for this chance. Yes, I'm home this weekend. So, how was my first week at KMS?Tiring.
Rasanya typical kalau masuk mana2 mesti ada orientation week and being me, I hate orientation week and love it at the same time. I shed tears during the first day. Why? Not because I wanted to go home. But because I was intimidated. Will I survive at KMS? and such..
Alhamdulillah again, aku tak homesick melampau. Sometimes ada lah jugak teringat dkt family and others, tapi alhamdulillah, mcm miracle that I can handle my emotions. Heh, aku dah la senang T____T haaa. Hahaha :D Perhaps because I distract my thoughts for something else. I put aside my fonder for family and others. Just keep living my life there tanpa perasaan -____-
You know, settling in is never easy.
I haven…