Rasanya typical kalau masuk mana2 mesti ada orientation week and being me, I hate orientation week and love it at the same time. I shed tears during the first day. Why? Not because I wanted to go home. But because I was intimidated. Will I survive at KMS? and such..
Alhamdulillah again, aku tak homesick melampau. Sometimes ada lah jugak teringat dkt family and others, tapi alhamdulillah, mcm miracle that I can handle my emotions. Heh, aku dah la senang T____T haaa. Hahaha :D Perhaps because I distract my thoughts for something else. I put aside my fonder for family and others. Just keep living my life there tanpa perasaan -____-
You know, settling in is never easy.
I haven't systematically organize my stuffs because orientation week was heck tiring. Rushing everytime. Sweating and panting. Sleeping for almost only 2-3 hours everyday. Waking up at 4am and my activity starts. Slept at 1-2am -_____- My eyebags? DISASTER.
Oh my roommates?
An indian girl from Johor and two malays, from Kelantan and Sg Buloh. Nice and friendly. Well, I am not really good at starting a conversation and I fogrot their names for (insert any number here) times -____- I, honestly, am not interested (yet) at making new friends. Hahaha see? dah psycho si Nesa ni.. No lah, I'm choosing my friends here. Seriously. I usualy do my own things. I walk alone. I prefer doing my own things without troubling others or drag others to keep me company. I don't know what you may assume but for now, I prefer like this. I don't have to wait and people don't have to wait for me. I think I'm fine like this. But still, I talk to others and tease people I can tease. Joke around and be a hero!
Hero? Why? because these girls are afraid of cockroaches while I'm not. Yes, there was this one day, tgh basuh baju, suddenly ada this girl jerit. Ya Allah, aku ingat amende lah kan, satgi lipas -_______-
Yessss, the girls were 'running' away while I 'chase' the lipas, stomp it and throw it away like a boss :D They say 'Nesa herooooooooooooooooo!' HAHAHAHAHA. Dorang tak tahu tu aku ni takut cicak sebenarnya HAHAHAHAHA :D Seriously, it was funny!! :D
and I know, sooner, I'll improve my social life here. In fact, it is not the priority.
Foods? Awesome! Pakcik cafe tu dah kenal aku! :D The fact that I have to queue in front of almost 300 girls are annoying and I'd rather starve myself HAHA. But seriously, the foods are awesome, alhamdulillah. Classmates? Some are so shy. Some are friendly. Me? Err, you think? I talk when I need to. Aku berat mulut ah dkt sana. Apahal ntah. Mcm awkward. I'd rather smile, make cute face and listen to what others wanna say :) HAHA psycho!
I got my timetable. Most of my classes are from 8am till 4pm. From Monday to Friday.
With 2 hours of break. InsyaAllah, in few months time, I'd be okay. It's not that I am not okay. But struggling to get out from my comfort zone is the problem.
I miss everyone now :(
I'll be heading back to KMS in the morning of June 3.
I pray so that everyone is doing better.
May Allah forgives us all.
Ah, now I want an iPhone/Galaxy Note and it'll be easier with mobile internet.
Aku tak tau nak blog apa. Dah jarang sangat blog. Selalu duk layan termenung je sampai tak terblog dah. Sampai lupa aku ada blog rupanya and once active here, long time ago lah... haha!
aku rasa umur 23 tu mmg betul2 raw nak masuk adulthood.
Dgn degree yg nak bakal habis mid July ni, aku akan masuk alam pekerjaan dan struggle menjadi hamba sistem. Gitu.
Hello kerja pun belum tentu dapat terus. Semoga rezeki aku tak putus lepasni.
Last year, turning 22 taught me :
1. to always double check stuffs.
2. to never trust that someone is reliable enough to handle things for you hahahaha
3. remember that things are constantly changing, so dont get fixated so easily
4. believe in the power of doa and staying true to yr effort
5. give a few seconds for yrself to pause then react to a problem
Being 22 last year was the best.
I went to Beijing, Istanbul, Bursa, Mekkah and Madinah all in one year.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Pictures taken using Lenovo A516 and Samsung S2.
We went to check on Kolej Tun Mutahir after we knew that the registration was postponed to Aug 6. It's a 10-storey apartment, 5-10mins walk to the campus. The apartment was empty because they are installing the new facilities at this moment. The condition wasn't really clean, I was quite intimidated and I hope they'll clean it up (ko pikir ko princess ke nisa??)
Just a little tour before this becomes my second home.
Aku decide starting 2018 ni aku nak tukar daripada blogpost kepada Tumblr, sebab apps Tumblr lagi user friendly, hence senang aku nak update di mana-mana. Apps blogger agak lousy. I forgot that I actually created and posted things on Tumblr account since 2015 rupanya haha. See you guys on Tumblr ok!
I wont be blogging here anymore, I guess. Ah sedih pulak rasa........
Aku bukan penulis yg proper because whatever is in this blog is directly (very raw) from my brain, no filtering needed. But I enjoyed 10 years of blogging. Years of freedom (especially when malaysian are very lazy to read, I get more privacy). Thank you for the 10 years of support my loyal (maybe non existent) readers. I love you all of you. It's time to say good bye...cant believe Im doing this....
I bid farewell to blogspot.
Good bye blogging life :(
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