Semester Break is Coming to an End
cuti aku start may 30, lebih sebulan ago. so aku ada tanya member2 bila balik kms semula, they said june 12. oh lalalala, lama lagiiii. kita enjoyyyy! you know what happened today? pls continue reading.
aku lepak makan dgn hanim dkt KL. pegi hard rock. wah excited lah ni dlm kereta. parking kereta lepastu order makanan. ttba masa nk order, shue text aku kata kena balik june 3, NOT june 12!!!! siap kena bank in duit yuran lagi. gila. mood dah lari.
hello, aku tak prepare pape pun. tk review pun apabenda nk belajar semester 3 nnti. yg bestnya, ayah dh siap booked hotel dkt cameron highland from june 2-4. oh how nice. lagi la aku bengang.
so the whole day, aku cuba distract diri aku dgn makanan hahaha! pavilion kl was a nice place to hangout at night, seriously. the ambiance is so lively. aku rasa kalau ada mark 5D II, camera idaman aku, lama dah aku pasang khemah, tidur dkt pavilion semata nak capture the ambiance. that was how i have imagined kuala lumpur when i was still staying in johor. true ambiance of kuala lumpur.
ah, writing and reading is such a therapy for me. sorry guys, i need to rant, sigh, whine, basically everything, here. like, now. pronto. hahahaha.
the lights on the street of jln bukit bintang had me flabbergasted. i was like a lil kid awing at the vast amount of peculiar stuffs there. i believe, at night the ambiance are more fascinating and it's true, the city never sleeps.
oh ya, i learnt few stuffs today that i would loooooove to share.
1) when i had my early dinner at hard rock, i was sitting next to omputeh family. to me, they are typical tourists. a family of 3 children. but not until hanim pointed out something. she said "bagus kan org putih? dkt table makan borak2 dgn anak, buat anak2 rasa mcm dorg penting".. and then i observed. yup, she was right. it was something so personal to me that i thought of migrating to UK with adam hahahaha. hanim then continue to say "dulu prof aku prnh ckp ah. dorg dkt sana islam ada tapi iman je takda. maksudnya dorg hidup gaya islam. contoh, syg anak, talk dgn anak, berlembut etc. cuma dorg takda iman (kafir). kita dkt sini, pukul anak etc..".. she said that dkt sana lebih terasa islamnya berbanding dkt sini. i believe she has her own stories/experiences.
it made me to recall back stuffs i observed among families in malaysia, including my family. what i knew at that moment is, i need an awesome zauji who has the same curiosity like me so we could do this together and work things out bcz we have the same aims. you know, one day, you're gonna be a mother and you gotta start to learn stuffs from now. age is just number. i am thankful that i got to learn this thing. it was a beautiful scenery to witness that family's bonding. they had crayons on the table and they were coloring together. so cute :')
mungkin mereka kafir yg mengajar aku sikit mengenai islam, tapi mereka tanpa iman dan aku punya iman dgn lafaz syahadah. tapi cukup kah dgn lafaz tu membuktikan yg aku hidup dgn cara yg islam syor kan? nope. what a big issue. i pray that i would have zauji that would lead me to be a good mommy. learning is fun, you know. especially when you have a partner that is willing to work together. he/she is like your teammate.
for awhile, i forgot that i have to go back to KMS this monday hahahaha!
2) redha. yup, the toughest thing in life. oh please people, dont boast. we all know this. apa pun lah yg ttba Allah nak bagi. kau amek je. kau ye kan je. kau pandang langit, kau ckp alhamdulillah. kau sujud, kau ckp alhamdulillah. walaupun hati belum redha. buat je. go through it. face it. lama2, kau tk sedar kau dh redha sbnrnya. mungkin Allah nak kau istiqomah dulu. buat je, ye kan je. kosongkan fikiran, lapangkan dada. insyaAllah something is coming in your way.
kenapa nak migrate UK eh?
oh sbb aku rasa sana mcm best je kalau nak compare dgn aussie. aku jealous dgn my johor friends sbb some of them tgh struggle nak gila buat IB and A-level, lepastu fly lah. dkt UK/US byk uni best. tapi aku rasa orang mesti kata sama je. well, maybe. aku harap dorang semua dpt fly (aminnnnn). nanti boleh bagi tips dkt aku hehehehe!
it's 2 am now. mungkin aku patut sambung membaca dan memujuk diri sendiri. adam as always suruh aku lupakan je, kalau sedih pun still kena balik kms. redha je. yup, dkt kms aku tak lifeless. cuma bosan dgn rutin sama everyday. kelas pagi, ptg dan malam. basically benda2 sama. mungkin aku patut add up some fun. contoh, (oh god, i cant even think of any example -__-)..
fikir sgt pun buat semak kepala. baik aku layan buku drpd otak sendiri hahaha. esok dh boleh start packing. mashaAllah, nasib la banting je pun hahahaha.
Relax lah nesa. You have yr friends dkt kms yg kena face this sudden bad news together.
Oi, i really need someone to hug and whine at the same time T___T