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On being a parent

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :)

Yesterday was a day I learnt about parenthood. It was as if Allah was teaching me indirectly about parenthood. Whole my life, I always think my parents are perfect. Every opinion from them is legit and applicable as my preference. As my stance. I mean, their opinion made me think life is as what they opinionated. If they indirectly scold me with ABCD, then I would think life is like ABCD. Senang cite, gua mcm takda pendirian sendiri. Aku tak pasti aku ni tak cukup exploring ke fikir ke apa.
My aunt once said "kau ni hidup dlm shadow mak ayah kau la".. She's a psychologist. Hence, I think she has a point.
I think, as you grow up, you gotta have stance. Stance is like a mental posture, your own point of view. In malay, pendirian.
My mom always said "people without stance won't succeed". My dad says "attitude is veryyyyyyyy important no matter who you are"

Life Update.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) --------------------------------
My previous post was regarding an explanation to the break up of Adam and I, which currently, we are back like normal. We try to solve things together. Better, I hope. I can not foresee the future, I can not tell how things are going to be like, but at least I could try for one last shot.
I hope things get better between us.
Midterm exam has ended though. Idk how my grades are gonna be like. Idk how am I doing. Better or worse. Semester 3 is the semester which I think is the worse ever. A semester whereby Im lost. Hahahaha!
I think it's what all the lecturers said "semester bdk2 hanyut"..
Well, mari kita lihat result midterm gua.

Looking at pictures in my phone's gallery, I realized that I have changed. I looked rather matured -___-"

I don't want to grow up :(