If I were to look forward, I am not very sure of what I should do with this piece of degree scroll in International Business. Perhaps I am not very well exposed with the career that I can grab other than starting a business (whats the point of taking a degree in biz anyway?).
I do have few future plans in my doodle book and brain. Some of it went mental like ditching UiTM and go for degree in broadcasting at LimKokWing instead. But you see, the problem here is money. The biggest reason why I am still sane doing this degree in IB is because of the cheap fees (Well, we're among the cheapest though). Allah bless UiTM!
Certainly, I am not a big fan of learning business. Well this is quite honest, isnt it? Hahaha. Semester 1 has ended and I realized that I am not a fan of what I am doing now. BUT all the syllabus is still bearable because I always have a settings in my mind that learning this field is more bearable than doing a degree in science field such as engineering, so yeah, I can survive doing IB.
But yeah, it is just bearable. I am not a big fan here means it is not something I do with passion. Oh boy, I need to stop this. Finding my passion is alone hard to accomplish. Hahahaha.
You see, giving excuse that you tak minat this stuff isn't a valid reason for you to quit it directly. Just give another one best shot. At least, that's what I told myself this time. Well yeah, forcing myself. How can I survive? One word, that is, gratitude.
I shall be grateful for I have the chance to continue my study in degree level. I shall be grateful that despite the so much failures before, I am still here, a student with so many opportunities. I shall be grateful that at least my parents can tarik nafas lega because I am qualified for degree level.
Sometimes we forgot those who aren't blessed with good things that we have now. We forgot and we feel despair for what we have now, while actually what we have now is a real blessing.
The next time you feel dreadful with the course that you are doing now, think about all the other things in the past that you have survived. If you can survive those shits, you sure can survive the upcoming ones. It's gonna be rocky road but always put the best effort and leave the rest to Allah.
It is time for us to leave it to Allah, guys. We really need to stop worrying (oh you should be worried if you are still main-main, attitude still barai etc).
let's guys, tawakal to Allah. Return back to Him always. May Allah forgive us all. Astaghfirullah. I am writing this because I feel a bit dreadful to work extra hard next semester to get my cgpa back on track. I am not sure whether I can pull it this time, but Allahurabbi, I need to slap myself lah -.-"
Bear this commitment nisa. Don't run away, you brat.
P/S : thank you for the overwhelming support that I received from you guys, much appreciated. doakan aku masih tabah ok! Allahuakbar ;)
POST YG PANJANG OK.
(hm lama tak tulis mcm ni. lama sgt hew hew hew)
ps : tiada travel info yg terlalu byk dlm ni. sikit" tu ada kot. ini bukan travel post. ini post 3am yg malas.
It was really a great experience for me sebab aku tak pernah travel ramai-ramai dgn member. So memang meriah dan seronok sangat-sangat! Rindu lah jugak pergi trip tu. Tapi Beijing bukan tempat yang aku nak datang balik. Tak mcm Korea. Entah lah. Aku rasa sebab makanan dia tak best, lepastu dia takda wow factor sangat kot. Korea tu boleh nampak la canggih dia lebih sikit dari Malaysia. Maybe tu yg menarik. Beijing ni aku rasa mcm just nice lah. Alhamdulillah dapat pergi time winter. Walaupun tak merasa snowfall, aku tetap happy dapat rasa sejuk tu.
Biasanya sejuk yg tak boleh handle tu time pagi bila dah start touring. Contoh mcm dkt Summer Palace. Time dkt SP ni mmg aku jujur cakap, sejuk nak mamposssss. Pastu baru aku tahu time tu it was around -3dc. Haaa negative kau!
Aku tak tau nak blog apa. Dah jarang sangat blog. Selalu duk layan termenung je sampai tak terblog dah. Sampai lupa aku ada blog rupanya and once active here, long time ago lah... haha!
aku rasa umur 23 tu mmg betul2 raw nak masuk adulthood.
Dgn degree yg nak bakal habis mid July ni, aku akan masuk alam pekerjaan dan struggle menjadi hamba sistem. Gitu.
Hello kerja pun belum tentu dapat terus. Semoga rezeki aku tak putus lepasni.
Last year, turning 22 taught me :
1. to always double check stuffs.
2. to never trust that someone is reliable enough to handle things for you hahahaha
3. remember that things are constantly changing, so dont get fixated so easily
4. believe in the power of doa and staying true to yr effort
5. give a few seconds for yrself to pause then react to a problem
Being 22 last year was the best.
I went to Beijing, Istanbul, Bursa, Mekkah and Madinah all in one year.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Pictures taken using Lenovo A516 and Samsung S2.
We went to check on Kolej Tun Mutahir after we knew that the registration was postponed to Aug 6. It's a 10-storey apartment, 5-10mins walk to the campus. The apartment was empty because they are installing the new facilities at this moment. The condition wasn't really clean, I was quite intimidated and I hope they'll clean it up (ko pikir ko princess ke nisa??)
Just a little tour before this becomes my second home.