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Counting Days / Final Part

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ---------------------------------- A scheduled post . P/S :  By the time you read this, (perhaps) I am on my way to  KMS . Muka budak budak :p Aku rasa aku emotional lebih, kalah depa yg dpt Matrikulasi nun jauh dkt utara sana. Whatever it is, I don't care. I can see things are changing gradually. Or, is it me thinking too much?  I bet, the latter one. I am leaving for Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor. Yes, I am truly grateful since the second I got the offer. Ar-Rahman is helping me. They say, it's gonna be tough. Well, I dream big, I must venture this journey. I've been so comfortable with my comfort zone since SPM ended. Frankly, I am not ready. Aku rasa mcm a sudden big thing was given to me while I was 'busy' living my care-free life.  Takdir akan bawa mereka yg lain dan aku jauh dari kebiasaan. We gotta deal with this, lil kiddos. This is small matter :p Lihatl...

Counting Days Part 3

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) Antara kenangan paling manis : menjadi sebahagian daripada gambar di atas :') Me fact : Aku tengah packing, Isnin ni nak daftar dkt KMS. ----------------------------------------------- Part 1 / Part 2 Ya, sedang menghitung hari. Detik demi detik yang.. err.. tak berapa nak terakhir. Tapi sapa tahu kalau ajal aku dkt Banting? :) Maka, kalian ampunkanlah segala dosa, hutang etc. Halalkan segalanya. Sebak rasa bila tgk gmbr lama. Ah come on, this is a part of growing up. Nothing much to ponder on. We'll meet again. Err, perhaps? Ya, pada Allah, kami berserah. Kami berserah pada Ar-Rahman akan takdir masa hadapan kami semua. Kami berserah pada Ar-Rahman utk persahabatan yg terjalin selama ini. Berserah pada segala kemungkinan. Berserah supaya diberi kekuatan. Diberi pengampunan. Ah, manusia dan khilaf, mcm hujan dan awan kumulonimbus.  Tudia, merepek bila pasrah. Apa ni? Pagi buta aku ...

Counting Days Part 2

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) Zaman sekolah dalam kenangan.. Me fact : I'll be heading to Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor this monday, May 28. ---------------------------- Pertama sekali, maafkan saya, saya harus hide certain gmbr dlm Counting Days Part 1 atas alasan peribadi yang berkaitan dgn aurat orang which I don't really have to elaborate it stupidly here. I'm sure you'd understand and respect my stance. Ya, aku cuba dan suka jadi cerewet. Cerewet adalah suatu benda yg bagus kalau diletakkan pada tempat/keadaan yg sesuai. Bak kata Mak  " particular " Kedua, seperti kawan 2 lain, aku juga sedang cuba memaksa otak untuk menghadam sebuah fakta. Fakta bahawa life is changing and I am growing up to one level -adultery. Terlalu banyak benda nk diselesaikan. Kerja aku dah hampir siap. Aku dah mula packing barang sejak dua hari lepas. Sedih tahu? Ah, benci. Aku cukup bersyukur pada Ar-Rahman sebab campak...

Counting Days Part 1

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) -------------------------------------- Ya Ar-Rahman, terima kasih kerana meminjam mereka kepada hambaMu ini. Dari kiri : Aliah, Aku, Syakirah My eyebags. DISASTER. Suka sgt hitam. Errrrr. My "kau apahal?" face HAHA :') :') Ini, Ashraf :) Dari kiri : Hairul, Aku, Syakirah Errrr, pardon. Aku mmg kdg 2 semangat kalau bercerita ^_^ Ini, Muiz :) I know I know, they are pretty. From left : Zaza, Aliah. Like a family :') Distance might set us apart, but our friendship, stays. Forever.

I Will Remember May 6, 2012 / Part 2

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ------------------------------------------- As I said before , I'm gonna tell you guys whom did I meet at 2012 KLIBF. Yes, scroll down. It's Prof. Dr. Muhaya Hj Mohamad :)))) Obviously la aku beli buku dia :) Rasa nak beli semua je, murah tau takkkkkkk! Must bring my non-existent husband ah next time hew hew hew. Okay, just kidding :] She is so sweet. Kau tgk la sendiri dia amek gmbr dgn aku mesra gila. She's always there with her smile :) That is what I like the most about her. She's a doctor, a motivator, a speaker and else. To cut it short, she's awesome! :) There was this one day, early 2012. She had a talk at Masjid SSAAS, Shah Alam. I was supposed to join the talk, but then something happened, I can't make it to the talk, so surely I was devastated because I miss the chance to meet her. But you see, aku kdg kdg gila.. I said to myself.. " Kesah pulak aku kan if tk...

I Will Remember May 6, 2012 / Part 1

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) Breakfast Bought 6 books which cost me almost 200 MYR -___- Sit back, relax and calculate my expenses -_____- DIE.. I'm officially broke. Finally, watched The Avengers. Yes, I was alone. International Book Fair 2012, PWTC. An event which never fails to make me happy. It's like my playground. I was all alone. Took the trains, walked to PWTC, got lost, made phone calls to ask, roamed around, found the hall, happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! But, Allah gave me something today. Something petty for you, but has an enormous value for me. A personal divine moment. A moment I shall remember. A moment I met someone . Yes, that one person. I'll continue and tell you guys later in Part 2, about who is ' someone ' :'] Till then, Assalammualaikum :) *I am soooo tired carrying those almost-2-inches-thick books everywhere and roamed at Mid Valley after that, no one was...

Mental PART 1

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) This is a scheduled post. Audi A4, Love of My Life <3 Me Fact : You gotta know that actually, I am not a texting person.  I don't really like to clutch to my phone without solid purposes or discussions.  I am not into virtual chatting session. Just so-so, will do.  Frequently? Each second? kenot go dah.. DIE LIKE THAT. Gua surrender beb Y___Y ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sejujurnya, aku sedang sibuk mem-balance kan hidup (SPM aku dpt B+ utk BM, maaflah. Ceh, poyo). Study, keluarga, focus, kawan 2 dan paling penting sekali betapa kuat aku berpaut pada Dia. Susah. Boleh mental aku hanya kerana nak balance kan hidup. Aku sedar setiap perkara dlm hidup aku, punya hak yg tersendiri yg harus aku tunaikan. Jadi, bertarunglah diri ini bagai nak gila. Mencuba utk keluar dari sangkar kemalasan. Ewah, ayat gua.. Aku pu...

Personaliti

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family. -------------------------------------------- This is a scheduled post. There was one day that I was feeling groggy, I did muslim personality test . So, this is it.. You are supportive, friendly and respectful so you thrive on serving quietly without fanfare and ensuring others succeed. You are committed and steady in meeting your obligations and like to belong and support the group. You are thorough, accurate and pay close attention to details so you are better at seeing the specifics than the bigger picture. You strive to create an orderly and harmonious environment at work and at home. You are very loyal and considerate of others so you notice and remember specifics about people who are important to you. You take your responsibility towards others very seriously and are concerned about how others feel, so you don’t like confrontation and would rather be accommodating to avoid conflict. Yo...

Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family. This is a scheduled post. Me Fact : Aku tubby. ------------------------------------- In few months, aku akan jadi 18 tahun. Mungkin sempat reach 23 Jun, mungkin tak. Yang pasti, aku kena jalani hari 2 selepas ni mcm biasa. Mungkin lebih bijak, matang, consistent, persevere dan dgn takwa. Tak akan mungkin aku mampu ke tahap ni tanpa Dia. Umur tak pernah menghalang seorang hamba mencari Tuhannya. Tuhan juga, tidak pernah berganjak dari sisi hamba 2 nya. Tidak, walau sesaat. Dicari, diusahakan pasti jumpa, eventually. Wasilah hidup aku baru mula. Aku perlu berpaut pada Dia. Kuat dan erat. Firm and clear. Sebagai khalifah di dunia fana ini, aku cuma mampu cuba dan cuba lagi. Cuba mencari ilmu. Cuba pujuk diri supaya rajin dan murah hati. Cuba menjauhkan diri dari anasir buruk. Cuba menjaga iman di dada. Sekarang aku pun tak pasti apa yang disusun Dia utk aku. Jika buruk dan pedih, semog...

Apa Dah Jadi?

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) This is a scheduled post. Kalau kau alert, post ni adalah post pertama BOLD & SEPET. Apa dah jadi dengan posts lama? Mana hilang? Well, here are the reasons : My daily life linked to this blog. I will always update anything here. BOLD & SEPET is like my personal diary. I realized that God has taken me to the phase where I tasted failure in my big exam due to my own slackening attitude. I am such a pemalas, so I deserve my result so much. I am not sad, not at all. I've prepared my mental earlier for the more worst outcome than what I expected. You can see that I was composed. I was lucky to get 3As. I wanted a new phase. More challenging one. This is the new phase. Hence, I deleted those old posts to resemble my new phase I am going through.  Furthermore, let bygones be bygones. This is me living my typical life in more Islamic and productive ways. People change. Hidu...

Family Trip 2011

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بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم Few days before we reached 2012, the six of us when for a short trip. Kulit pun dah tanned. Each year since 2008, family aku memang suka ke utara Malaysia. Apa yang linger in my mind cuma.. cuaca yang panas :p Biar gambar berbicara hehehehehe :3 Lihat, sangat packed okay?!  Boleh nampak tak bumbung-bumbung kereta?!  Semua orang mahu ke sini. Shopping mall baru untuk kami, The Johorians :p Itu je trip ke Johor selain ke rumah nenek melawat yang tersayang dan kemudian pulang ke Shah Alam. -------------------------------------- Cuti diteruskan. Penang, here we come! The last time I went to Penang was when I was 3, kot hehe. Aku suka route ke utara. Nice one ah view dia :O Kalau tak kenal ni dkt mana, mmg loser :p hehe JK. Dah dkt Penang, Mcd jugak yang ditelan -___- Mari solat! =) Sebjik mcm cermin yg Edzrie beli utk aku :p My innocent-so-tak-banyak-cakap...