BOLD & SEPET

Wow, it's 2020. Last time aku update blog ni, aku baru lepas resign from my job as a lecturer. Crazy! Who would've thought that I, ANISAH, WOULD BE A LECTURER?! Aku selalu rasa orang bijak pandai, berdisiplin dan rajin je boleh jd tenaga pengajar ni. Tapi that's how Allah plan. He knows your potential and He put you there anyway. January 2020, kebanyakan masa aku spend dekat rumah sebab aku jobless masa tu. Bersyukur jugak sebab aku ada masa and ruang utk siap kan preparation bulan February!!! Nervous!! February 2020, Siapa sangka February 2020, aku kahwin (Wowwww!) dengan jejaka handsome yang aku sangat lah love and adore. I have not said this in public before we got married. I kept our relationship extremely private and the best part is, he supports that in a way that dia (alhamdulillah) takda cheating. Wakakaka! He was never mad or act like a mad monkey bila aku decide utk keep this relationship super private. Nama dia Azizi, proud to say, he is my husband :) ...

I think for the longest time ever aku single sebelum aku kenal dia. It was, super honestlyyyyy, the best decision ever; to stay single before I settle down. Sebab masa tu aku mencari diri sendiri and happiness sendiri. I was just wandering everywhere, not minding at all to find a guy to be in love with, or I never bother to have a crush on someone pada tahap yg kronik; sedih bila cinta tak terbalas, sedih kalau kena palau etc. Masa single tu aku rasa everyone was just playing around, so I did the same, I never got attach to anyone. I never want to. I wanted to be free from those feelings. I just wanna be with my family and friends, live the best of my life without commitment and I swear Im still proud of myself until today for doing that. Why? sebab tahun-tahun yg aku spend as a single person, aku belajar utk memahami dan menjiwai bahawa jodoh tu ada timing nya sendiri. aku belajar utk percaya pada percaturan Allah sbb masa tu I was so happy dekat Melaka with my friends, padaha...