BOLD & SEPET

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  I am not perfect nor am I a rigidly practicing Muslim. I decided to challenge myself to properly covered my aurat 3 years ago, after school ended. It was my decision alone. No force from anyone. I am a city girl. I wasn't a properly covered girl before, but I did try my best. Not that I am very perfectly covered today, bcz I am, still trying. You might be in the same situation like me. When people question/utter, "pakai handsocks nak gi mana? driving?" "mcm ninja seh handsocks" "kenapa tak bukak stokin? kan masuk rumah dah ni?" "kenapa pakai stokin? nak pegi cafe je kan?" "kenapa pakai stokin? tak basah ke? hujan ni.." Oh yes, I get it. I get it that hidayah doesn't turun to everyone. Some get it late, some never get it. I got it 18 years after I was born. I fathom it, struggle with it. I've been there, I was once a girl who never like the idea of wearing tudung. I like...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم POST PANJANG. (Jgn ckp aku tak warn) What lessons? If you happened to read this post , you know that I once ranted about tudung labuh girls and how I envy them and there I wrote few opinions of mine about them. First, I am not among those who clad in tudung labuh, I am just a typical girl with my bidang 45 bawal or sometimes my disheveled shawl which I still try my hardest to cover my bosom part which is tough sometimes which dah boleh berhenti dgn which ni nisa.... Second, I once had in my mind that why not aku try pakai tudung labuh, but then I realized that tudung labuh isn't wajib, but covering the aurat, the bosom part etc is wajib, let's get down to the real concept ok. Dont be skeptical pemalas kinda teens/human. So, I was at The Curve surau when I realized that it was 4pm and I havent perform Zuhur prayer yet, and I took off my tudung, handsocks and socks which was super tedious for me. Honestly, sometimes ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم POST AGAK PANJANG.. Aku pun manusia biasa yang reti rasa cemburu. Salah satu daripadanya adalah bila aku tengok girls. Girls yang mcm mana? (weh aku bukan lesbian, nauzubillah) Usually aku selalu cemburu pada girls yg tudung labuh, muka putih gebu, muka lembut, tak cover ayu, sopan la haii, friendly and pemurah senyuman.  Semalam aku solat dkt Masjid Biru Shah Alam, jadi makmum masbuk dgn sorang perempuan ni, tapi dia lambat sikit. So lepas habis solat aku salam dia nak cium tgn, she was like "ehhhh", mungkin sbb dia ingat kami sebaya. You know what. dia SANGAT cantik. Okay tipu, dia muka melayu yang cantik la, bukan muka yang super gorgeous.  Tapi apa yang menarik perhatian aku adalah senyuman dan sopan santun dia. Oh please, lets admit that malaysians are still berat nak senyum dkt orang. Aku pun dah terbiasa habit tak senyum dkt strangers sejak pindah Selangor (2008). Idk, dekat JB dulu sampai merekah bibir duk senyum. Idk what ...