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A future with you.

to my future other half, im sorry this has to be in English because i am really awkward to write in malay whe  it comes to curhat. ignore the grammar error. to my future other half, tonight i think of you. i kinda miss you. i hope one day i am given the chance to tell this to you. i miss you. here's a thing about missing your future other half. girls are like this. perhaps we think too much. we think and worry about our future other half. i sincerely hope you are doing well, sweetie.  i hope one day god gives me the chance to finally say it to you that i miss you and i love you. its been so long siince i last pronounced my love for a guy. i learn to keep it for you. i am no saint, no relic, no good example, i am just trying to find me, doing better me. to my future other half, my life here is challenging, i hope you send me prayers even though you know not my name cz i send prayers for you though your name is still god's gracious secret. to my future ...

Love.

If I were given 1 minute to ever meet my future partner, I'd spend that 1 minute with moist eyes and I'd say... "I waited this long and been through so much just to see who you finally are...to finally feel like Im home..i dont want to know what kind of  monsters the both of us would be in future, but within this 1 minute, i know for sure, you are home to me..." and fuck yeah, i'd cry buckets in front of him, idc. ------ aku tahu, aku pandai berkata-kata hahahaha kk gerak lu.