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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Patutnya semalam, agenda kitaorang beli ticket Yuna Live in Malaysia (oh btw, 16/10/15 tau guys, Plenary Hall KL.), tapi divert jap pegi OU (oi lama oiii tak dtg sini) makan dkt Sushi Q. Ada satu sushi lobster tu kitaorang dua suka gila. RM16.80 but worth it!  It felt heavenly when someone asked "nak makan sushi tak?" Mari lah kita! tadaaaa! ni la sushi lobster tu. power beb! my sushi dateeeee! Yasmin Azila! ^.^ baru aku perasan, dia ni nak makan ke nak tido? mata tu hahaha mcm tido Watch in HD!  Dah faham sangat dah, kalau keluar dgn Nesa dgn agenda lain macam je mesti kena join dia record video. Ha rasa kan. Belum pegi travel dgn aku lagi. Hahahaha. Bukan apa, nanti bila dah tua, tgk gambar je tak thrill sgt. Video boleh la, gerak2 jugak, thrill la sikit. I need a stabilizer to record without shaky footage. Oh haaa, smlm komputer dkt Rock Corner The Curve rosak, so teka lah sendiri...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Fact : damn bags make me happy.  ------ Selain drpd berjalan, makan, buku, sedikit makeup (sedikit ke?), amek gmbr dan menghadap laptop, ada lagi satu benda yg aku obses. Yes indeed, bags. If Ayah reads this, I guarantee he would be the first person to agree with this sbb dia la orang yg paling tegar bebel dkt aku kahkahkah! "tak cukup ke bag yg dah ada tu? -_-" Sampai skrg aku tak tahu kenapa aku suka bag. Ada tak orang yg boleh jawab kan? -_- I hope buying two super cute  sling bags in a month wont hurt anyone hahaha. That was last month though. For months, I've been eyeing on this Fjallraven (fi-yol-ray-ven) Kanken Backpacks. Mcm IKEA. Fjallraven Kanken is a Swedish company. Kau tau la kan dorang ni power jugak bab design and ergonomic. Super cute. So me! Eh tak, aku bukan nak cakap aku cute. Tu korang pun tau hahaha. Tapi bag ni mmg comey teroxxx. Simplistic. Minimalist. Spacious. Water-proof. Simple. Simpl...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Surau Mawaddah Seksyen 7. Ada 40 lembu+kambing yg jadi korban. Byk gila en? Masjid Negeri aka Masjid SSAAS aka Masjid Biru ntah apa lg nama ntah. I wasnt there, kena balik bcz I wasnt feeling very well. Masjid Negeri Blue accompanied me. Such a compliment when she came to me and nak tidur camni kahkahkah! the daging guyss masak lemak sotong sumbat lemang/pulut yg da bombbbbbbbb! aku tolong makan je, mcm biasalah hahaha Idk what happened, suddenly I was sweating bullets, splitting headache, vision blurred. I know I need to go home and get some rest. But why???? I slept last night (walaupun bukan 7-8jam tidur). I ate my dinner. Weird. Body why you do this to me? With these zits on my chin and nose. Aduhaaaaai! Im getting olddddddd, these hormones are eating me slowly..... ----- Thank you for reading! Have a nice day! ♥

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  "eh awak teater kan?" "ni la yg pelakon tu" "haah lah!" Kadang-kadang, when life hits you hard that you feel unimportant, trivial, lost and impatient for what seemed to be worthy, God sent you little angels to make you realize that there are people out there who remember what you do, how much you love something, how much effort you put on one thing the world called passion. There comes a day when you feel nothing you do will ever change your sunken fate. You forget that your proclaimed destructive future is just within your mind. It will change once you go outside that border you created. That invisible border. We have borders and hindrances everyday. It is our mind that seemed to be the first. You feel unworthy. You feel all shits summed up your life. Somebody out there will notice you. They'll remember the precious things, the good things inside you. That people might be the ones who never know you. ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  post yg panjang. Anisah Fact : aku still rasa aku seorang cheapskate aka kedekut. ----------- Tolong jgn geli dgn statement aku nak buat ni. Aku pun naif jugak masa tu. Okay, salah satu benda yg buat aku rasa Adam adalah makhluk yg menarik ialah dia ajar aku utk buang sifat kedekut dan berkira. Sekarang ni tak kesah lah sapa pun Adam tu. Kita kutip benda baik je please ok haha. It was hard in the beginning. Really hard. Aku kedekut tahap taknak share makanan dgn member sendiri. Kedekut tahap kasut dah berlubang tapak pun still pakai lagi. Ada banyak tahap lah. Sapa ingat aku punya kedekut-ness memang tahap sahabat sejati beb. Haha! (ehem, yasmin hahahaha) Dulu aku rasa nonsense gila bila orang kata kalau kita memberi, kita akan dapat balik lebih byk. Mengarut. Kau ada RM10, kalau kau bg semua mesti la poket kau kosong. Apabenda ntah yg 'dapat lebih byk'. Stupidos Anisah. Dlm hati aku tak pernah rasa dan faham apa yg ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  post yg panjang berjela. aku dah warn dah ni. FB facts : - aku tak sangka aku guna FB - manada orang muda guna FB sgt, mostly IG/Twitter - aku dah delete most of the status and pictures (kecuali 2 default pictures)  - its been a month, aku minimize kan update status kecuali "new blog post" - segala status or shares, aku akan delete - sbb post byk sgt pun semak mata, takda untung, tak bagi aku kaya haha IG Facts : - est. 2012. - the last time aku upload gmbr dkt IG @nesayang was 1 year ago. - i have 3 IG accounts. all serve different purposes. 1st acc, for you guys. 2nd acc, full of instashops. 3rd acc, i gather my inspirations there. - last year aku delete semua gmbr dkt acc 1st, ada 975 gmbr. penat nak mamps -_- - yes, i once shared that acc with my non-existent boyf and made people think that im the luckiest girl with all the fancy presents - i managed to control myself from posting excessive amount of selfies....

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Anisah Fact : aku bukan seorang yang penyabar ----------------- 5 tahun, masih sama lagi. Masih harus jalan kaki, masih harus call taxi, masih harus tebal muka minta orang pick up, masih harus bergantung pada orang lain. Tak, memang tak salah mintak tolong. Tapi aku tak suka, paling tak suka, kena bergantung dkt orang. Apatah lagi nak berharap. Aku tak selesa dan aku tahu segan bila bab minta tolong/pinjam duit (walaupun aku mmg muka tak malu on most things hahaha). Sebab we all know it hurts so bad at the end of the day. Other than that, bila bergantung dkt orang, apa aku nak buat selalu terbatas dan aku tak suka keterbatasan yg remeh. Dlm kepala aku, 24 jam sehari, byk benda aku boleh kasi settle dan bila bergantung dkt orang, progress akan jadi slow. Again, aku bukan penyabar. 5 tahun, aku cukup sabar, cukup tebal muka, cukup kental hati. Orang tak sudi, orang berat hati, orang tarik muka. Aku faham U12 ni bukan...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Harini aku balik Shah Alam, tapi aku singgah KLCC jap. Went there by train from TBS. malay books that worth reading, finally pffffttttt  1. Melangkah aku masuk Kinokuniya,  " gotta find myself a simple book. a book to educate my rotten brain " a book sangat kau ni..... Terbakar RM45. 2. Auntie Anne's pretzel 3. Cake Sense's Egg Tarts  Going to Kinokuniya is strictly compulsory for me setiap kali pegi sana. The rest I can still tolerate taknak pegi/beli/makan. Setiap book store mmg menarik perhatian ah senang cite. 8 years in Shah Alam, yet the sight of KLCC still excites me every time. Aku pun tak faham kenapa. Budak sekolah dan tourist je patut teruja, aku ni kategori apa ntah. Jenis mudah terhibur kot. Alahai, senangnya kerja kalau cmtu. --------------- Thank you for reading!  Have a nice day! ♥

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Doa yang buat aku termenung pukul 2pagi.  Apabenda ntah yang aku merepek 21 tahun hidup menumpang ni.  Ye doh, menumpang tau tak? MENUMPANG ATAS MUKA BUMI ALLAH. Seronok sgt main-main, sampai lupa yg jasad ni menumpang je. Ha ha ha ha, tak kelakar seh nisa. ------------ Thank you for reading! Have a nice day! ♥

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  It was just a typical cuti-day that I spent watching GOT after dawn sampai tgh hari, I took a nap and boooooommmm! *Ashraf Munir's calling "aku kat melaka ni, hang kat mana?" "kau sembang la, jgn main2" "ya Allah betul lah aku dkt melaka" Aku ingat dia sembang hahaha "weh kau dah siap belum? aku dkt Aeon ni?" oh shit, that's 5 mins from asrama. "ha ye tgh siap" Lepastu tu turun bawah, baru aku tau dia tak sembang hahahaha. thanks for coming guysssss! sebelum tudung aku jahanam kena kuah kuey teow merata -___- ingat handsome ah semua ni? hahahaha ini favourite pictureeeeeee! rahim tak reti diam please -_- thank you rahim bwk makan Pak Putra  kali ni baru sedap betul. Later sesapa rasa pak putra, order double naan cheese (RM5) and butter chicken (RM9) k? Berbaloi beb. Dkt tgn tu dah tapau pun tak cukup lagi hahahaha gemok yeah i know shut up.....

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  (if you are new here, you might want to read part 1 and part 2 first, click those links) Surprisingly guys, after a year that everything  has ended and kinda resolved.. . . . .  Minah left a comment on my About me section.  Yeah, I know it's her because I remember precisely 'his' sentence structure. Aku dah taip cukup panjang, tapi aku padam sbb aku rasa pointless tulis panjang2, lencun keyboard dgn air mata. Do forgive me because what you guys will read is going to be what I felt for that particular 2 years of loving a guy I have never met, of waiting for somebody who never showed up not even once. Now and then, I dont fucking care, either you read, or you leave.  Your. Damn. Choice. Now, begin. ----------- Assalamualaikum. Terima kasih sebab minta maaf. Sekurang-kurangnya aku tahu kau masih lg ada ihsan dan sedar apa kau buat dkt aku tu. Aku tahu, kau tak kan ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  The last time I cut my hair was a year ago. Always wanted to have side fringe which I havent had since the last 6 years. Few days ago, I asked Meishu to cut a side fringe for me and it turned out to be cute and I looked young as they say hahaha. tiba-tiba malam ni aku rasa nak buat braids. kalau mintak dkt Mak skrg ni, aku sure Mak akan jeling tajam. maksudnya dia malas nak layan. biasa lah, princess sorang, karenah mcm2. bestnya kalau ada kakak, sure punya aku kerah dia ikat rambut aku. ni aku nak suruh adik aku braid kan rambut aku pun aku fikir 25 kali -_- ye lah, adik semua lelaki. tapi lelaki ni selalu lain macam sikit. bukan apa, hasil kerja dorg kdg lagi kemas dr perempuan haha. tapi aku tak rasa adik aku rajin nak layan aku skrg ni.  kalau aku dkt Melaka, mungkin aku dah kerah Meishu lagi sekali haha! aku noob tak reti nak buat sendiri mcm Yasmin selalu buat dkt rambut dia. aku tak faham cane org boleh buat braids dkt ram...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  okay Anisah kembali with her series. Nak buat cemana, I like to document things. Aku syak nanti aku ada anak, habis jenuh semua benda nak document dlm blog/journal/diary. Ok merepek. How was my 1 st week? Oh sad, takda orang tanya. So aku jawab sendiri lah hahahaha pathetic. 1. Sir Farhi paling sempoi, first class dah ajar ktorg tgk GOT (Game of Thrones) yg aku dah byk kali sgt dgr tapi tak rasa nak tgk and sbb Sir lah aku dan yg lain rasa nak tgk haha I might as well spend my free time watching GOT now. 2. Aku dah agak dah kalau aku pakai lipstick sikit pun mesti ada yg tegur 3. Already dapat small assignments  4. Dreadful nak pegi kelas sbb still rasa cuti, by next week I'll be okay kot 5. I discovered that I have da best view from my bed 6. My best friend is finally someone's girlfriend! It's a happy and sad news. Sad sbb aku dah takda naib presiden single ladies club hahaha 7. Aku ingat sumber inspirasi aku dah grad, dia...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  again, post ni berjela panjang nk mampos. jgn ckp aku tak warn. read under yr own risk. Ini utk girls (boys nk join pun boleh) yg : - dah lupa mcm mana nk bercinta - tak pernah bercinta - going through hard times with yr other half - saje nk tau apa aku rasa yg a girl patut fikir elok2 before she becomes somebody's wife Mungkin points aku cliche but kau mungkin lupa little things yg penting dlm relationship. You are so full of yourself, too self-centered. I list down the characteristics, you improvise. I write down my mistakes and the lessons, you reflect. This is applicable for both lelaki dan perempuan, tapi aku tuju kan specific utk girls. Ini utk nak cari husband please. Boyfriend pun boleh, tapi aku taknak bertanggungjawab haha. 1. Jgn memilih rupa.  Mistake : There was a time I felt like Im not interested with him sbb dia tak handsome. So I reject him. Bodoh. Bangang. Sbb lepastu aku realize he has such a kind hea...