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Hi blog. Kat Singapore ni aku kerja management trainee subway. Ye subway sandwich tu. Yg serve customer mcm kat Msia. Sama je. Tapi gaji lain lah. Takde lah besar gila² gaji tu, tp terlalu better than my last salary in Msia. Hence here I am in SG. Aku tak opt utk duduk dlm SG sbb terlaluuuuu mahal. Bilik sewa takda yg below sgd500 (rm1600+). Yes, BILIK. Bukan rumah.  Aku tulis diary ni sbb aku mmg suka tulis benda mcm ni since aku sekolah rendah. Im a diary/journal type of person. It’s like a therapy for me to do once in awhile. Later dah tua boleh lah tgk balik dan rasa mcm apabenda la bongok aku ni  🤣 Week 1. 7-13nov 2022. Isnin. Azizi hantar aku gi kerja today. Yesza, smpi SG dia teman aku. Ktorg naik public for first day. Hari pertama keluar rmh pkl 5.45am siot. Awal gila kan? Tp mmg kena awal sbb tak tahu mcm mana crowd pagi dkt both SG and MY border pada hari isnin. Terkejut jugak aku line tggu bus dkt MY panjang gila but surprising tggu bus tak lama sgt pun. Less than ...

Hi blog. Aku kan dah lama unemployed kan, dh nak masuk 1 tahun 9 bulan dah. Tapi aku masih lg apply jobs sana sini mana yg menarik di hati aku lah. So, cerita nya 2 weeks ago Azizi ada nampak vacancy HR dkt Segamat ni. Peh mmg on point. Segamat and HR. Memang ngam. Kerja kt kedai emas. Aku mcm 50/50 sebab dah seronok duduk rumah wakakaka. Tapi aku apply lah jugak.  Sekali tu dia panggil aku interview siak... Azizi gelak kat aku hahaha sebab nya aku mcm main² je apply. Ye la selama ni aku apply sepi je takda respond so aku tkda la pasang harapan. Sekali boleh sangkut pulak. gELabaHHHhhhhhhhhHhh~ Fikir punya fikir, lastly aku turned down the offer.  Idk if I want to kerja office again. Honestly aku tk pernah rasa happy pun dgn semua kerja aku sebelum ni kecuali my latest work as a lecturer tu. Sebabnya jadi lecturer ni aku bebas nak buat kerja mcm mana, soalan exam nk susah tahap mana, assignments suka hati aku nak bagi byk mana. Most of the time aku dgn students, menghiburkan h...

WARNING: LONGGGGG POST. Hi. Lama betul aku tak update blog eh. Makin tua makin tak terluah apa yg ada dlm hati. Dulu time sekolah fuhhh rajin blogging. Anyway, this post will be as the title says. 21.1.2021; First Anniversary with my handsome man :) Hari ni genap setahun aku jadi Puan Anisah, RASA MCM CEPAT GILA MASA BERLALU, RASA TAK PERCAYA AKU DAH KAHWIN SIAKKK HAHAHAHA NESA DH BESAR DOH, DAH 27 TAHUN THIS YEAR! Anyway, terus kan hidup dengan roommate baru, tempat baru, Segamat Johor.  A completely new phase. Jauh dr family and friends kat Shah Alam. Dah nak dekat setahun aku kat bandar kecil ni. A simple life I would say. Cuma bukan rezeki kitaorang sebab tak dapat nak travel for honeymoon due to Covid-19, a pandemic that sucks life outta everyone.  Bulan pertama kahwin, mac 2020, pengalaman pertama jugak utk aku sebab lockdown PKP 1.0 kat rumah mertua dari Mac sampai August 2020. Suka hati aku je bantai tidur lewat, bangun tengah hari kt rmh mil hahahaha! Azizi pun jenis ...

At this point i feel like a loser hahaha because Im going to resign again. Sebab nya, management made me do unethical thing. Hanya kerana nak kan graph yg cantik, aku kena adjust grading students. Bukan aku sengaja buat alasan nak resign tapi aku cuba utk buat kerja dgn etika. Ye mmg ada je masa aku mengular tapi this unethical thing melibatkan masa depan anak orang, so i dont want to tolerate this thing. I feel like a lost of integrity bila kena buat benda tu. Boss besar kata management taknak release results budak kalau graph tk cantik. Like wtf????? Aku dengar kata boss sampai kan assessment budak aku bagi 100 hahahahaha kau rasa logic ke???? Students get what they deserve lah. Sakai betul. Im leaving. Thats my final say. ---------------------------- My other social medias: Instagram : Click Me! Twitter : My Tweets! Youtube : My Vlogs!

So, as of this year aku dah resign 2 kerja: - HR trainee - conference exec currently, alhamdulillah, i can say im happy with my job as a lecturer at a private college in Gombak. im trying not to name the college because too much details will bite me, maybe. lol. anyway, banyak rupanya kerja sebagai lecturer ni. banyak sungguh kerja filing ye. aku rasa mengajar takda la byk mana. tu je la aku geram kerja ni. byk benar files nak kena buat oi. bila audit, mcm2 lah nk kena settle. but hey, thats the nature of work. semua kerja pun stress. kau kerja sendiri pun stress. jd surirumah pun stress. semua pun stress lah. tapi as for now, aku diberitahu college ni akan pindah ke cyberjaya dan mungkin hanya 40% pensyarah yg akan pindah, lg 60% akan di terminate. so skrg aku 50-50 lah. risau jugak. but Allah knows better. minggu ni aku apply utk jd lecturer kt uitm johor. tak tahu lah ada rezeki nya atau tak. semoga Allah tunjuk jalan rezeki aku. ------------------------ My other s...

So, aku resign kerja aku as trainee tu (refer previous post) wakakaka! sebab aku perlu kan payslip yg ada EPF sekarang ni. and now Im updating this during lunch time at my new company. Well, 1st day so nothing impressive so far. Im planning to stay with this company until this contract ends and will find a new job if this contract is not renewed. Anyway, the only perk i like about this new company is that this company is just 10mins away from my place which is SUPER AWESOME!! Although kerja yg aku buat ni bukan HR, kinda sad but for now, ini lah rezeki yg Allah dah susun, so Im soooooo grateful that finally aku dapat kerja dkt dengan rumah. Tak pernah lg aku dpt kerja dlm Shah Alam. Selalunya semua jauh2, KL/Gombak/Damansara. Semoga aku tabah kat sini sampai contract habis. InsyaAllah. -------------- My other social medias: Instagram : Click Me! Twitter : My Tweets! Youtube : My Vlogs!

well, minggu pertama berlalu dgn sederhana laju. so far aku takde lah rasa enjoy gila kerja situ. tapi what can i say now is this company is wayyyyy better than my previous companies in terms of facilities and procedures. takde lah perfect, tapi better lah than before. kawan2 semua (masih) okay wakakaka. dorang pun ada gak mengadu psl kerja kt situ. masih terlalu awal utk aku terima semuanya. mungkin one day nanti aku akan rasa sendiri betapa peritnya. mungkin sbb goal aku nk kumpul duit for future, so aku terpaksa tepis segalanya buat masa skrg ni dan terus kan sampai bulan march 2020 sbb at that time contract aku habis. unless kalau aku diabsorb ke dlm company ni, which aku dpt rasa aku mungkin 50/50 akan accept sbb dpt rasa pressure tu makin byk setiap hari. so far aku masih fight malas nk bgn pagi dan ke office. belum ada hari lg yg aku tk kira brp jam lg nak balik rumah hahahahaha. semoga semuanya baik2 shj smpai march 2020. insyaAllah! pink socks ft my own cubicle wh...

yessss, i got that jobbbb! 3rd july haritu aku interview, di hujung interview tu manager terus bgthu aku boleh mula isnin ni. happy bebbbbb!! management trainee pun takpe lah. gaji kecik pun takpe lah. janji aku dh ada langkah dlm bidang HR ni. semoga lepas hbs management trainee nanti aku di absorb masuk dlm company ni dan gaji lebih lumayan sikit sbb ehemmm aku boros wakakaka. selamat bekerja wahai diri. i am eternally thankful to Allah for this rezeki. hari yg sama aku apply kerja tu kt Indeed, exec tu call aku, borak2 and minta aku dtg interview terus esoknya. aku pun tak pasti berapa lama aku boleh bertahan kt company ni. so far masih belum ada company lain yg call dan offer. whatever lah, yg ada ni pun aku dh rasa cukup dh. aku sign up for a part time job too; private tutor. tgk lah mcm mana hasilnya nanti. mungkin pitam kepenatan hahahaha. yg penting bekerja lah selagi masih sihat. insyaAllahhhh! me after the interview. happy face bcz the interview went well :...

Aku dah habis viva 20 june haritu, everything went well alhamdulillah during viva. 2nd examiner tak dtg, so.....fuhhhhhh, legaaa cuma ada satu je examiner. lepastu cita-cita aku nak buat correction within 24 hours, tp sampai harini masih tak siap sebab asyik berjalan dan buat benda lain, which is apply kerja. today aku apply kerja kat company X dalam tengah hari, a few hours later company X call aku yadayada, so esok aku ada iv kat company X. ya Allah nervous sgt!!! gaji dekat company ni takda la besar mana, tak seperti yg aku harap kan. tapi for long term, this is a superrr good opportunity insyaAllah sebab ni lah peluang utk aku dpt masuk HR field. dulu lepas hbs BBA kt melaka, aku pernah lah apply kerja HR admin kt company Y; an insurance and asset management company. dapat job tu. tapi aku tolak last minute sbb tamak haloba dpt kerja kt Gombak gaji lg besor. ceh, lepastu tamak memakan diriku sebab kerja kt Gombak tu mcm tak kena jiwa. after 2 years and finishing master in ...

Im actually given the chance to freelance with my internship company right now. Been editing video for them, alhamdulillah Im thankful for this freelance job they offer. Came to the office twice a week. Didnt earn million ringgit from it, but it's decent enough to pay for my mandarin class hehe. Happy! Alhamdulillahhhhh! God bless my superior who offered me! and really thankful because last week (kot. tak ingat dah), my superior at my internship office (in KL) called me and said there is opening for me as digital marketing executive. But the word marketing itself frightens me, you know. Idk if I should try or I should seek other job. Even if I try, 5 years forward, how will my career development be? I actually dont have the "jiwa" for marketing because I always imagine that I need to bring lots of customers in for the company and Im so afraid I cant do that, people are not interested in me and I dont have extravagant ideas :( Aku mmg tak gemar marketing dari zaman ...

So.... I resigned 1 December haritu. Emosi jugak sesi terakhir aku tu. Tapi fuck it, Im going to resign anyway. Idk what are other things that this company will make me do. I talked to other staff they said the same thing happen. So aku tak boleh nak percaya janji manis dari superior. Janji taknak bg aku involve dlm those things lah.. Nak bagi aku job position baru lah.. Nak atur job scope baru lah.. Kepala hotak. Save it, I dont want those janji manis lol. Im not a kid who they can fool around ok. Walaupun sebenarnya aku dihimpit rasa risau sangat kalau tak dapat kerja yg kena dgn jiwa. Aku rasa bidang sales & marketing mmg akan ada buat kerja tak beretika (eg : tipu customer etc). Tak lah semua bidang or company, but tendency tu ada. Actually semua kerja pun is vulnerable to unethical conduct, tapi kalau benda tu dh jd norm dlm industry or company, sorry lah, I'd rather be jobless. Sejujurnya, the thought of being jobless is really not healthy for my brain. Apatah...

Last post haritu aku cerita pasal company aku suruh tipu masa odit. Ala setakat tipu survey customers je dorang kata. Kepala hotak. Dah la utk odit (read : audit). Guess what? Beberapa hari lepas, aku terpaksa tipu customer psl ingredients dlm product. Dlm formulation sbnrnya takda pun benda nya, tp ingredient list bg dkt customer tu acah2 ada. Aku rasa tak sedap hati betul. Mcm ni ke kerja aku kalau aku nak stay... Most people kata dkt aku "alaa biasa la tu, takda apa sgt lah". Dua org je beb member aku yg suggest aku quit. fucking two beb. Hahaha. Tu lah masalah nya kalau aku je yg nampak, aku sorang je lah yg rasa tk sedap hati and tak happy. Sbb yg lain dah biasa. Yang lain rasa benda tu normal. Kau nak claim benda yg takda pun dlm products. tipu lah tu namanya. Kalau benda tu tkda, tp replace dgn barang yg sama function and claim barang ni dkt customer and explain dkt customer, jujur dgn dorang, baru la betul. Bukan dia letak mercury ke racun ke pape. ...

Kejap je masa berlalu. Esok genap dua bulan aku sabar kerja dkt company ni. 1. asal meeting je mmg bercelaru sbb semua superiors nak bersuara at the same time. siapa nak dgr pun aku tak sure. ye dorang bukan melayu. so kau byg la riuh sgt time meeting. 2. gaji masuk bukan main lembap lg 6 hrbulan ye. 3. member aku gaji short 400+, aku baik hati taknak kira gaji aku. aku halal kan. kau tgk next month, mmg aku kira setiap sen. 4. haritu housekeeping office aku, selamba eh boss besar ckp yg bersepah tu brg company. abah dia. brg company yg tk function buat apa simpan dlm office? pinggan mangkuk zaman tok nenek duk simpan lg. oh wait, wtf ada pinggan mangkuk dlm office hahaha idk lah. 5. eh boleh pulak aku ni kena menipu sikit masa odit. ya Allah turn off betul. ke laut berkat aku kerja. kau rasa kalau aku ckp psl berkat dgn dorg, dorg mkn saman ke? silap hari bulan, aku kena maki balik. bunyi mcm aku ni spoil brat kan? tapi bukan aku sorang je yg rasa serabut. most people aku ta...

Ketahui lah adik2, bahawa 9am-5pm or 8am-4pm or 10am- 6pm corporate working hours memerlukan disiplin dan daya tahan yang sangat tinggi. Mine is 8.30am - 6pm, monday-friday. Ketahanan bekerja dlm jam waktu begini boleh nego jika : - rumah dgn office dekat je - boss kau tak banyak membebel, kacau kau buat kerja - kawan2 yg ceria dan membantu - superior yg byk bg tunjuk ajar rather than expect kau tahu semua benda dah Setelah sebulan aku kerja, aku tak rasa fun sangat pun kerja sini. The things yg best adalah : - setiap pagi director beli kan breakfast - manager yg aku report to byk membantu, masa dia pegi holiday haritu, tertekan jugak aku haha - rumah sewa aku selesa walaupun i wish i could sleep atas katil rather than tilam. ye la penat balik kerja. tapi sbb skrg tilam aku nipis sgt. tggu gaji nnti beli tilam best sikit, baru syok berguling lps balik kerja. kalau tilam aku tu bawah carpet ok lagi la, tk sakit bdn, cuma kacau org nk lalu. but overall pd aku bilik ni sel...

Aku rasa mcm sakai sangat baru dua minggu kerja tp nak blogging bagai, but whatever la eh :p So, selama raya haji haritu aku dekat Johor, jadi pengapit Nurul (cousin) and they all just knew aku dah start kerja. Some were shocked, awalnya habis belajar. Ye cik, degree saya 3 tahun je. Umur dah 23 dah pun. Most my uncles & aunties cant believe that I will be stucked with this current job (Im a Sales & Marketing Coordinator at a product manufacturing company in Gombak) bcz they know my personality, they know I can do more than just the 8.30-6pm (my company's working hour sucks) routine. Some of them said I better be my own boss. Start a small business, do freelance job. Yeah, I do have that in mind, considering that I do not want my bachelor degree to go to waste. Starting a business of your own isn't easy ok! You need to have skills that have commercial values, benda yg boleh di jual. I know Im not gonna be employed forever, but I just dont know until when Im g...

Harini adalah hari pertama aku mula kerja sebagai Sales & Marketing Coordinator. Basically kerja aku ni memastikan aktiviti sales dan marketing bergerak dan dlm keadaan lancar, tanpa delay. Aku memastikan customer sentiasa dpt update tentang purchase dorang. Well, I worked in a manufacturing company, specialize in xxx, private and confidential kononnya. lol. Not a fancy company like Big Four or Petronas but the salary is acceptable lah. Quite a dodgy place tho hahaha. Terkejut jugak aku masa mula2 masuk dalam. For now ulang alik Shah Alam-Sri Gombak everyday until September. What a new experience! Belajar berdikari. Walaupun harini aku rasa mcm this freaking company is reckless, ada ke patut aku terkunci dlm office yg guna pintu yg pakai passcode tu...dorang boleh keluar meeting, tanpa teringat aku...wth... Very tak prepare utk sambut new comer. Very bad HR. But semua ni masih terlalu awal utk di muktamadkan. Probation 6 bulan. Kita tengok 6 bulan mcm mana. Dia bayar g...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  (mcm biasa) POST YG PNJG . (Jgn ckp aku tak warn) Biasa kalau orang tanya apa aku nak jadi sebenarnya, jarang teramat sgt aku nak jawab jujur. Sebab aku mcm certain people, yang malu nak ckp cita-cita sebenar. Aku rasa bila cita-cita aku diperkecilkan orang lain (even family sendiri), aku jadi tak yakin. Even until skrg pun. Kalau orang tanya apa aku nak jadi sebenarnya, aku malas nak jwb, tapi aku nak cite dkt post ni. Iran Air stewardesses So since result UPU dah keluar, aku duk fikir apa aku nak jadi in future. I’ll be taking International Bussiness at UiTM MCC, aku rasa most people would think oh I’d go for the business field. Sem 2 dkt matrics, aku ada la business tudung custom made. Sambutan memuaskan alhamdulillah but as you know bussiness memerlukan komitmen tinggi, so aku malas and I stopped. These days aku terfikir, if aku tak start business sendiri, aku kerja dgn orang. Aku dah aim company mana aku nak apply. Tp t...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم the vase kept tumbang terbalik, I went nuts -.- the hipster angle and my utterly cute DOMO socks  haiyoh, so cantik... eh baru sedar, termatching plak dgn baju haha!  Anis Najiha is my co-boss when I was working at ML. She is also my high school friend, so I thought of buying her dry lavenders during my recent trip to Cameron Highlands in appreciation of her thoughtful effort of giving me the chance to work at ML and actually managed to fund my trip to Korea, last May. Alhamdulillah. Decorated the whole simple bouquet and reallyyyyy hope that she would like it! Hehehe sorry for such delay, Anis! I was supposed to give this present earrrrrlier. (Am so proud with myself bcz I made that yellow thank-you-and-Eid card by myself. Fuh!)  ------------------------- Memberi sesuatu yg tak pernah kau beri pada orang barangkali akan mengajar kau utk lebih memberi. Kerana apa? Kerana yg jarang sekali berlaku itu sel...