BOLD & SEPET

Walaupun aku stuck jd hamba sistem pendidikan skrg ni (ye la, aku masih ikut flow nya, kena grad bla bla bla) dan masih belum bekerja, ada masa aku fikir jugak apabenda la yg aku minat sebenarnya. At this age you realized that something you are passionate about has to be able to pay the bills someday. Sebab kita memang bekerja utk bayar hutang dan simpan harta duniawi hahahaha! Tp deep down, I have passion for photography and making videos. I had that passion since I was a lil kid. But as I grow up, aku sedar yg sebenar masalah adalah grit, determination, persistence, risk-taking, perseverance attitude yg takda dalam diri aku, or simple, aku malas nak develop. Mungkin jugak sbb aku too overwhelmed menjadi hamba sistem. Nanti dah kerja, alasan nya penat kerja, tkda masa nak try shoot bla bla bla. Tapi at this phase of my life, I feel slightly pushed to try. To future me, I hope in 5 years time, I can have my own photography portfolio and I'll enjoy making videos and shar...

Utk semua guru-guru, pensyarah dan mereka yg pernah mengajar aku sesuatu, terima kasih kerana sudi berkongsi ilmu. semoga apa yg dikongsi menjadi bekalan di akhirat utk anda semua. semoga sentiasa dirahmati Allah dan dikasihi. aamiinnnn. ramai org post happy teacher's day harini, buat aku rindu lecturers aku kt melaka. entah lah knp specifically aku rindu dorang. mungkin sbb aku rindu melaka kot. kalau la aku dpt hidayah dan rezeki nk jd lecturer after hbs master's ni, aku nak jd mcm dorang. rilek, sempoi. semoga tercapai hajat nk berbakti kpd kampus sendiri satu hari nanti; uitm kbm. insyaAllah aamiinn. ------------- My other social medias: Instagram : Click Me! Twitter : My Tweets! Youtube : My Vlogs!

aku rasa in future, kalau Allah izin kan aku utk berkeluarga, aku rasa socmed platform yg aku akan aktif mungkin hanya lah dua; blog dan youtube. i mean, aku tak nak deactivate sbb sayang and kdg2 nak tgk jugak apa cerita kawan2 aku yg jauh, tapi aku akan very minimal time on other socmed (ig, twitter, fb). ceh, sembang 🙄😂 aku nak content aku drpd masa ke semasa lebih bermakna utk aku. 1. blog untuk menulis random things, bermaksud aku kena lebih byk membaca, memerhati, luahkan, jgn simpan atau insecure nak tulis. lebih kan gambar yg berkualti, bermaksud camera DSLR aku akan lebih sering diguna kan drpd berhabuk je kt bilik dan boleh lah beli lens idaman ( click sini utk lihat lens idaman ). 2. youtube untuk aku post vlogs dan video sbb itu mmg natural liking aku since forever. aku suka vlogs sebab boleh jd memory keepsake. in future kau tgk balik, kau rasa nostalgia. cewah. dan, ia juga bermaksud bertambah editing skill aku. ( click sini utk ke channel youtube aku ). f...

POST YANG PANJANG. it means a lot. like a lot. a lot. aku membesar dgn blogging ni. daripada aku remaja 14 tahun sampai lah aku umur 25 tahun ni. ini bukan blog pertama aku. aku ada byk blog (yg aku dh lupa/delete/private kan). dalam blog ni la aku cerita apa aku rasa. ada tahun yg audience ramai, sekarang mcm dah sunyi sebab socmed lain lg power dan aku pernah senyap sekejap dan people probably forgot about this blog. tapi kt blog ni lah aku pernah tulis apa aku nak dan bila aku tgk balik, aku rasa bersyukur some of it Allah makbul kan. contohnya bucket list ni kt bawah ni. aku tak ingat pun aku ada bucket list ni hahaha!! tapi harini aku tgk balik and realized that some of them Allah makbul kan dah. mashAllah. last aku update list ni 5 august, 2016 beb. dah 3 tahun.  dan harini aku decide utk update bucket list  ni sbb a few days ago sebelum tidur aku list kan segala harta duniawi yg aku nak wakakaka :D astaghfirullah, teruk betul! mcm lah maut tu makin jauh...

(Blogging via apps.) If there could be wishes granted for me next year, I hope getting to visit Mekah is one of them. The city must be too majestic that people keep coming back for it. I hope He works and plans miracle for me to be invited as His guest someday.  InsyaAllah. Aaminn.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  (if you're a fan of Apple products. if not, abai kan post ni) February 2014, aku pernah hilang 4s sebab kena curi dgn perempuan india yg pretend to be my customer dkt kedai XXXXX lepastu dia 'culik' aku masuk Giant and curi phone aku.  Since that, I have been using Lenovo/Samsung, atas belas ikhsan Mak Ayah yg baik hati. Kalau tak memang aku tak tahu cane nak adapt dgn life after that incident haha. Siapa pernah hilang iPhone will know howwww. doesssss. it. feeeeeeelllll -___- November 11, 2015  (kelmarin), Got myself an iPod Touch 6th Generation *nangis terharu* !!!! 16 GB - RM779 Currently running iOS 8.4 (taknak update iOS 9, jgn hasut aku pls, bye) A good deal for me. Why? 1. Aku bukan jenis call orang, so it doesnt matter pun iPod tak leh make calls. 2. Specs dia 90% mcm iPhone 6, with the price of half an iphone 5/5s. Boleh Google sendiri k. Test geekbench pun 95% as good as iPhone 6. Kau tak ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Im not sure what is going with me these days but Im getting back the mood for more vlogs. The last time I had an attempt to do a vlog was during my trip to Korea but due to certain reasons, I can't do it and yes, it saddened me to the core. Hello, who gets to travel to Korea frequently? Im not a royal blood duhh hahaha. When I was in school, I enjoy recording moments with my friends, I made videos for my friends' birthdays etc. I enjoyed recording random things, put it together and see the outcome. Such bliss is weird actually haha. Year 2008 was the year when Ayah bought 450d for me. I was the happiest but then a year later, it had problem with the autofocus for quite a long time till I almost finished my matriculation study programme, which is this year. The cost to repair was absurd haha hence those years of hiatus.  While 450d was resting, I used RICOH to shoot videos and snap pictures. Not that I know all the cinematography-photo...