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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) -------------------------------------------- *Scheduled post.* DAY 1 Alhamdulillah everything went well. I just got back from class for my first day as I typed this. First day of semester 2 actually. Allahuakbar, how time really flies :) I woke up with sudden mood swings and Zauji nagged like crazy HAHA. He just hated those who complain a lot in the morning. Sigh, I was. Had enough sleep last night, 7 hours.That would be my last enough sleep, I guess HAHA. It's my norm in KMS to only sleep for 3-4 hours/day due to loads of stuffs to revise and works to settle. I can tell that my life would be back to normal (hectic) in another few days. However, I am truly grateful that for this semester we were given 2 hours of break for a day in a week. Hello, that is rare.. very rare... Starting this semester, I wanna try to put in record everything I love in KMS for I know one day I...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) --------------------------------------------------------------- Life would be just like how I used to deal with after this. That 5 months of transition phase where I was kinda mentally and physically shock with the system they're running at matriculation. So this is takdir, huh? Tawakaltu a'lAllah.. I seriously am scared. Waiting for my first result. I swear. I think I might cry as well. I just have zero confidence, you know.. Astaghfirullah.. 3 weeks of holiday flew so fast. It feels like yesterday that I went to Langkawi with my family. Feels like yesterday I packed my things and feel so joyous to leave KMS. Well, this is assignment-free holiday though.. Here I am, typing this for those who read like I have nothing to do. I need to pack my things and get ready to face semester 2 actually. Sigh, you're not ready, aren't you Nisa? Yeah.. Shut up lah, just ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ---------------------------------------------------------- Kadang-kadang perubahan tu perit, pada aku. Bila kau dah familiar dgn that place, mesti takdir heret kau pergi tempat lain pulak. Drpd aku masih toddler, aku baru sedar aku selalu pindah. Pindah rumah, pindah sekolah. Orang lain ada 1 sekolah, aku ada 2. Sepatutnya aku dah lali dah tukar 2 environments ni, tapi makin tua makin mengada. Dulu masa sekolah rendah, aku mana peduli pisah dgn kawan lama. Lagi aku excited, hehe..  Tapi mungkin semakin besar aku semakin pandai lihat dunia sekeliling dan pandai sayang dan jaga hati orang lain. Sebab sayang, rasa berat hati nak lepaskan. Tapi takdir nak memanggil, so aku terpaksa jugak pergi (pindah actually. ayat kena emosi sikit sbb aku nak beremosi.)  Jadi manusia yg too-attached ni payah. Aku la tu. Aku rasa mcm that is the utter stupidity I owned. Pa...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ---------------------------------------------- Hujan dekat luar. Mood aku jadi gloomy suddenly. Tiba-tiba aku tersedar, aku ada lagi 2 hari je cuti sebelum semester 2 mula. Disaster. Penat aku menangis. Apa benda yang aku nangiskan pun aku tak faham. Pelik ah. Belum bersedia agaknya. Lepasni mula balik lah rutin aku kan? Bangun awal, pegi kelas, balik kelas, study, jog, study, tidur. Rutin yg takda apa sgt bagi aku. Tapi tanggungjawab kan, kena lah go with the flow, keep calm, just do it, don't quit. Dah takdir benda ni. Org lain relax dkt diploma. Takpa. Biar aku mentally tortured dkt KMS. I'll be somebody I never think I'd be, insyaAllah.  Nak pujuk hati sendiri memang payah sebenarnya. Terima kasih kepada bantal, kau teman aku nangis banyak kali dah. Aku pulak asyik lupa nak basuh kau. Sigh, gila dah nesa ni ckp dgn bantal.. -______-"

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ----------------------------------------- It's time to move on, nesa.. Seriously, it is.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ------------------------------------------ This year, it was a trip to Langkawi. Heck it was so hot there, my skin burnt -____-"  But I had so much fun, I swear! Though my bums numbed HAHAHA  DAY 1 Heading to Langkawi by car. I was so sleepy -___-" Nice view. Breath-taking. Arrived at this place with my bums numbed due to the long hours of sitting in the car. Arrived. Later at night, I went out with my parents to survey the chocolates. See ayah was talking to me agaknya hahahaha I looked like her, no? -___-" Heaven.. DAY 2 Langkawi cable car!  It was awesome! This trip is incomplete without this visit. The view was (subhanaAllah) so mesmerizing that I don't wanna go back home to Zauji and he had to persuade his little princess :p hahahaha drama! The breezing wind up there and the view are just awesome for me w...