BOLD & SEPET

WARNING: LONGGGGG POST. Hi. Lama betul aku tak update blog eh. Makin tua makin tak terluah apa yg ada dlm hati. Dulu time sekolah fuhhh rajin blogging. Anyway, this post will be as the title says. 21.1.2021; First Anniversary with my handsome man :) Hari ni genap setahun aku jadi Puan Anisah, RASA MCM CEPAT GILA MASA BERLALU, RASA TAK PERCAYA AKU DAH KAHWIN SIAKKK HAHAHAHA NESA DH BESAR DOH, DAH 27 TAHUN THIS YEAR! Anyway, terus kan hidup dengan roommate baru, tempat baru, Segamat Johor.  A completely new phase. Jauh dr family and friends kat Shah Alam. Dah nak dekat setahun aku kat bandar kecil ni. A simple life I would say. Cuma bukan rezeki kitaorang sebab tak dapat nak travel for honeymoon due to Covid-19, a pandemic that sucks life outta everyone.  Bulan pertama kahwin, mac 2020, pengalaman pertama jugak utk aku sebab lockdown PKP 1.0 kat rumah mertua dari Mac sampai August 2020. Suka hati aku je bantai tidur lewat, bangun tengah hari kt rmh mil hahahaha! Azizi pun jenis ...

I think for the longest time ever aku single sebelum aku kenal dia. It was, super honestlyyyyy, the best decision ever; to stay single before I settle down. Sebab masa tu aku mencari diri sendiri and happiness sendiri. I was just wandering everywhere, not minding at all to find a guy to be in love with, or I never bother to have a crush on someone pada tahap yg kronik; sedih bila cinta tak terbalas, sedih kalau kena palau etc. Masa single tu aku rasa everyone was just playing around, so I did the same, I never got attach to anyone. I never want to. I wanted to be free from those feelings. I just wanna be with my family and friends, live the best of my life without commitment and I swear Im still proud of myself until today for doing that. Why? sebab tahun-tahun yg aku spend as a single person, aku belajar utk memahami dan menjiwai bahawa jodoh tu ada timing nya sendiri. aku belajar utk percaya pada percaturan Allah sbb masa tu I was so happy dekat Melaka with my friends, padaha...