BOLD & SEPET

POST YANG PANJANG. it means a lot. like a lot. a lot. aku membesar dgn blogging ni. daripada aku remaja 14 tahun sampai lah aku umur 25 tahun ni. ini bukan blog pertama aku. aku ada byk blog (yg aku dh lupa/delete/private kan). dalam blog ni la aku cerita apa aku rasa. ada tahun yg audience ramai, sekarang mcm dah sunyi sebab socmed lain lg power dan aku pernah senyap sekejap dan people probably forgot about this blog. tapi kt blog ni lah aku pernah tulis apa aku nak dan bila aku tgk balik, aku rasa bersyukur some of it Allah makbul kan. contohnya bucket list ni kt bawah ni. aku tak ingat pun aku ada bucket list ni hahaha!! tapi harini aku tgk balik and realized that some of them Allah makbul kan dah. mashAllah. last aku update list ni 5 august, 2016 beb. dah 3 tahun.  dan harini aku decide utk update bucket list  ni sbb a few days ago sebelum tidur aku list kan segala harta duniawi yg aku nak wakakaka :D astaghfirullah, teruk betul! mcm lah maut tu makin jauh...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم POST PANJANG. (Jgn ckp aku tak warn) What lessons? If you happened to read this post , you know that I once ranted about tudung labuh girls and how I envy them and there I wrote few opinions of mine about them. First, I am not among those who clad in tudung labuh, I am just a typical girl with my bidang 45 bawal or sometimes my disheveled shawl which I still try my hardest to cover my bosom part which is tough sometimes which dah boleh berhenti dgn which ni nisa.... Second, I once had in my mind that why not aku try pakai tudung labuh, but then I realized that tudung labuh isn't wajib, but covering the aurat, the bosom part etc is wajib, let's get down to the real concept ok. Dont be skeptical pemalas kinda teens/human. So, I was at The Curve surau when I realized that it was 4pm and I havent perform Zuhur prayer yet, and I took off my tudung, handsocks and socks which was super tedious for me. Honestly, sometimes ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) --------------------------------------------------------- I seriously need to make this year as a year of change. Accept changes, create changes. Good ones, ofcourse. Well, you can't stay relax, yknow.. Few of the changes have been listed. This should be fun :) just little ones should be okay, at least I have something to do :) But that isn't the reason why I write this post. Last night, idk what sorcery casted on Zauji that he suddenly asked me to go salam my parents before I go to bed and if possible hug them both. Wanna know my reaction? That freaking give me heart attack and there I was, roaming in my room like a total bimbo, thinking of how should I do it -salam my parents. First, I wasn't nurtured to do such thing. It's weird for me. We don't even hug each other in this family. It's not the ambient. You know, you've met this kind of family, rig...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family. This is a scheduled post. Me Fact : Aku tubby. ------------------------------------- In few months, aku akan jadi 18 tahun. Mungkin sempat reach 23 Jun, mungkin tak. Yang pasti, aku kena jalani hari 2 selepas ni mcm biasa. Mungkin lebih bijak, matang, consistent, persevere dan dgn takwa. Tak akan mungkin aku mampu ke tahap ni tanpa Dia. Umur tak pernah menghalang seorang hamba mencari Tuhannya. Tuhan juga, tidak pernah berganjak dari sisi hamba 2 nya. Tidak, walau sesaat. Dicari, diusahakan pasti jumpa, eventually. Wasilah hidup aku baru mula. Aku perlu berpaut pada Dia. Kuat dan erat. Firm and clear. Sebagai khalifah di dunia fana ini, aku cuma mampu cuba dan cuba lagi. Cuba mencari ilmu. Cuba pujuk diri supaya rajin dan murah hati. Cuba menjauhkan diri dari anasir buruk. Cuba menjaga iman di dada. Sekarang aku pun tak pasti apa yang disusun Dia utk aku. Jika buruk dan pedih, semog...

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم Few days before we reached 2012, the six of us when for a short trip. Kulit pun dah tanned. Each year since 2008, family aku memang suka ke utara Malaysia. Apa yang linger in my mind cuma.. cuaca yang panas :p Biar gambar berbicara hehehehehe :3 Lihat, sangat packed okay?!  Boleh nampak tak bumbung-bumbung kereta?!  Semua orang mahu ke sini. Shopping mall baru untuk kami, The Johorians :p Itu je trip ke Johor selain ke rumah nenek melawat yang tersayang dan kemudian pulang ke Shah Alam. -------------------------------------- Cuti diteruskan. Penang, here we come! The last time I went to Penang was when I was 3, kot hehe. Aku suka route ke utara. Nice one ah view dia :O Kalau tak kenal ni dkt mana, mmg loser :p hehe JK. Dah dkt Penang, Mcd jugak yang ditelan -___- Mari solat! =) Sebjik mcm cermin yg Edzrie beli utk aku :p My innocent-so-tak-banyak-cakap...