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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ...as long as you want me to, ARY :') ------------------------------- Pardon me for being all mushy for the past few days :p it's my blog anyway :)

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) 30 JULY 2012 :') Assalamualaikum Syg... :) Ingat text atas ni? Hari yg saya tunggu, after 7 months akhirnya awak serahkan hati fragile tu pada saya. :') hahahahahaha ingat x malam tu saya dah kaw2 punya mamai suddenly awak bagitau ni and saya segar terus and kita terus sambung dating sampai ke subuh? HAHAHAHAHAHA... Thank you Syg for being an amazinggggggggggggggggggggggggg gf :') awak jaga hati saya, buat saya relax bila awak sentiasa ada, jadi my personal doctor, my best friend, budak manja yg hyper, my no 1 pembuli, MY CHEF hahahahaha tak sabar nak makan lagi cupcakes sedap tu, sedappppppppppppppppppp gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'), thanks selalu temankan saya dgr masalah saya dgr saya bebel layan saya grumpy... thank you thank you thank you my precious girl :') Ingat lagi ni? Masa ni nak pujuk awak reply e-mail saya. zaman belum ada phone no awak heh...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ------------------------------------- Aku tahu aku lambat update, sorry ya Aliah :) Cuti dh habis dah and as I type this some of us are heading to tmpt belajar masing 2 . Omg, stress HAHA. Sorry ah, tapi hati aku berat nak balik KMS -___-  I don't care about your perceptions, but I am not excited to pack my things and left my place.  So yeah, that topic bores me. Mari lah kita lihat gambar manusia 2 kesayangan hamba. We went for iftar at Nando's with our favourite maths and physics teacher, Cikgu Nurul Huda! :D Oh God, I miss them already :'( Scroll down, enjoy the captions :p Cikgu and Husband :) Bincang hal negara sambil mkn chickennnnn! Everybody loves THAT chicken, nyummmm ^__^ Aku tak kenal yg ada double chin tudung hitam tu, sorry tak kenal -____-" Oh this is love. Me, Lover 12 (Eqa), Lover 3 (Aliah), Lenglui (Farrah). Semu...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ----------------------------------------------- During my kindergarten years, I was sent to islamic kindergartens where I was taught about the fundamental ideas of my beloved deen (religion). I was taught about islamic pillars, how to pray, recite the prayer and how to have good manners etc etc. Also, I was taught that Allah and Rasullullah is the number one I should love. Being me, (perhaps the same goes to you guys), I question almost everything that happens in my life. For example, if one create a statement, kindly leave explaination(s) or I'll bombard you with my stupid curiosity (questions) HAHA. When the ustazah said that we should love and believe in Allah and Rasulullah, I question that. I question for whom or to what kind of extent we shall live. I question what is the function of living. Forgive me, I was only a little innocent girl.  I was asking 'Why?' out of cu...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ----------------------------------------------- Not mine. Aku tak bela kucing. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) Alhamdulillah, my half-semester break has already started since I'm done with my mid semester test (UPS) yesterday. How was the test? Alhamdulillah :) To tell you the truth, I miss KMS at the moment Ayah drove out from that place. It has nothing, but such struggle and ambiance shall not be disregarded. Hope everyone will be enjoying the next few days of this break :) I'll be updating more during this break as I ignored the temptation to yap here for more than a month. What a struggle, indeed! -____- btw, ASSALAMMUALAIKUM, DEAR AVID READERS OF BOLD AND SEPET! :) ------------------------------------- No, this cute creature of God isn't mine -___- I just wish for it, one day..

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) --------------------------------------------------------- Aku belikan hadiah utk diri sendiri sempena hari jadi ke - 18 hehe. Ya, sila scroll. Semangat nak tgk hadiah utk diri sendiri HEHE Finally! :D Aku dah boleh cross out dh one of DINGY LIFE-TIME AIMS aku.  Walaupun bukan warna merah, it's okay, alhamdulillah :D I'm waiting for this weekend! Too much workloads here, everything mcm so sudden. Dulu zaman sekolah aku bukan main relax. Hamek kauuu! Masuk KMS.. padan muka -_____-" merungut pun masalah tak selesai, buat tambah dosa je. Be grateful, nesa :) Hope that everything will be getting better and better! Assalammualaikum, everyone! :D

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) Me fact : I love the feeling I get when I'm in the car heading home from KMS HAHA :p ---------------------------------------------- SO BORING. I know that I've been blogging about my life here in Selangor Matriculation College. You can spew if you want :p Leave this blog, it's your choice. I, honestly don't really have any topic to talk about. I mean like, tak kan aku nak specifically update every details right? It's a month two days for me today. It's so hectic. I can truly honestly seriously say that this is one of the life-changing phase in life. Well, suffering the agony of getting out from my comfort zone, striving to get up before azan subuh everyday, finishing tutorials and presentations, do some drilling and at the same time trying to enjoy everything as someone so dear to me once said. Sacrifice. That's the word worth suffering for. Well, I hope so, i...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) With family. KR, Subang Parade. 5pm, June 23, 2012 . June 23, 1994. I was born and till this day He has given me chances after chances, and so much more. Life has been pretty well 'digested', which you may assume that I am learning and applying what I've learned. In the name of He who has given me so much love, I am here, still breathing and taking opportunities while I still can. 18 years, that might be just a number to you. But I personally can say that when I thought of not surviving a task, I will have to go 18 years backwards to realize that I survived tasks He gave me.    18 years of undying love from my parents can never be neglected. I may not be the best daughter, the best student, let alone a good companion. Wherever I go, I'll never be the best from the rest and there will always be someone else better. But lately, He taught me that life isn't about chasing th...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) -------------------------------------- " when the going gets tough, the tough gets going " This is just a simple battle God gave me.  This is just another opportunity. This is just another new phase of life. This is a wake up call. Mark my words, I'm gonna finish this 2-year programme at Kolej Matrikulasi Banting,  not looking back and regret anything. I will fall, my spirit may shattered, but I shall not lose hope. I do my own things there and pace my own way. I put my hopes to Him, I hope I will not fall into despair. In the name of Allah, my journey begins.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) First day. Rasa mcm Doctor jap hihi Me Fact : Aku tak dapat tukar modul pilihan aku. Modul tu mcm course ah. ----------------------------------------- Dekat sini takda org akan tolong kau bangun. Kau bangun sendiri. Dekat sini takda org nak peluk kau kalau kau nangis. Kau peluk lutut sendiri, kau nangis. Dekat sini takda orang nk lapkan air mata kau. Kau lap sendiri. Dekat sini takda org akan kesian kan kau. Kesian la dekat diri sendiri. Dekat sini kau balik kelas, kau nangis dkt katil kau, kau tutup muka dgn Teddy, takda sapa peduli. Dekat sini org lain berfoya-foya, kau pilih jalan kau sendiri. Dekat sini org lain tak balas senyuman kau, jgn peduli. Dekat sini kau kena compete. Sapa ckp? Dekat sini semua susah. Sapa suruh kau manja? Dekat sini tkda kesenangan mcm dkt Shah Alam, your home sweet home. Hadap la kau sorg 2 . Dekat sini everyday kena study. Bagus, rasa kan. Dekat sini semu...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) What a carefree life it was.. I missed :( Me Fact : I hate it when people make me repeat what I said. --------------------------------------------- HOHO. How's everyone? Alhamdulillah for this chance. Yes, I'm home this weekend.  So, how was my first week at KMS ? Tiring. Rasanya typical kalau masuk mana 2 mesti ada orientation week and being me, I hate orientation week and love it at the same time. I shed tears during the first day. Why? Not because I wanted to go home. But because I was intimidated. Will I survive at KMS? and such.. Alhamdulillah again, aku tak homesick melampau. Sometimes ada lah jugak teringat dkt family and others, tapi alhamdulillah, mcm miracle that I can handle my emotions. Heh, aku dah la senang T____T haaa. Hahaha :D Perhaps because I distract my thoughts for something else. I put aside my fonder for family and others. Just keep living my life ther...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ---------------------------------- A scheduled post . P/S :  By the time you read this, (perhaps) I am on my way to  KMS . Muka budak budak :p Aku rasa aku emotional lebih, kalah depa yg dpt Matrikulasi nun jauh dkt utara sana. Whatever it is, I don't care. I can see things are changing gradually. Or, is it me thinking too much?  I bet, the latter one. I am leaving for Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor. Yes, I am truly grateful since the second I got the offer. Ar-Rahman is helping me. They say, it's gonna be tough. Well, I dream big, I must venture this journey. I've been so comfortable with my comfort zone since SPM ended. Frankly, I am not ready. Aku rasa mcm a sudden big thing was given to me while I was 'busy' living my care-free life.  Takdir akan bawa mereka yg lain dan aku jauh dari kebiasaan. We gotta deal with this, lil kiddos. This is small matter :p Lihatl...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) Antara kenangan paling manis : menjadi sebahagian daripada gambar di atas :') Me fact : Aku tengah packing, Isnin ni nak daftar dkt KMS. ----------------------------------------------- Part 1 / Part 2 Ya, sedang menghitung hari. Detik demi detik yang.. err.. tak berapa nak terakhir. Tapi sapa tahu kalau ajal aku dkt Banting? :) Maka, kalian ampunkanlah segala dosa, hutang etc. Halalkan segalanya. Sebak rasa bila tgk gmbr lama. Ah come on, this is a part of growing up. Nothing much to ponder on. We'll meet again. Err, perhaps? Ya, pada Allah, kami berserah. Kami berserah pada Ar-Rahman akan takdir masa hadapan kami semua. Kami berserah pada Ar-Rahman utk persahabatan yg terjalin selama ini. Berserah pada segala kemungkinan. Berserah supaya diberi kekuatan. Diberi pengampunan. Ah, manusia dan khilaf, mcm hujan dan awan kumulonimbus.  Tudia, merepek bila pasrah. Apa ni? Pagi buta aku ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) Zaman sekolah dalam kenangan.. Me fact : I'll be heading to Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor this monday, May 28. ---------------------------- Pertama sekali, maafkan saya, saya harus hide certain gmbr dlm Counting Days Part 1 atas alasan peribadi yang berkaitan dgn aurat orang which I don't really have to elaborate it stupidly here. I'm sure you'd understand and respect my stance. Ya, aku cuba dan suka jadi cerewet. Cerewet adalah suatu benda yg bagus kalau diletakkan pada tempat/keadaan yg sesuai. Bak kata Mak  " particular " Kedua, seperti kawan 2 lain, aku juga sedang cuba memaksa otak untuk menghadam sebuah fakta. Fakta bahawa life is changing and I am growing up to one level -adultery. Terlalu banyak benda nk diselesaikan. Kerja aku dah hampir siap. Aku dah mula packing barang sejak dua hari lepas. Sedih tahu? Ah, benci. Aku cukup bersyukur pada Ar-Rahman sebab campak...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) -------------------------------------- Ya Ar-Rahman, terima kasih kerana meminjam mereka kepada hambaMu ini. Dari kiri : Aliah, Aku, Syakirah My eyebags. DISASTER. Suka sgt hitam. Errrrr. My "kau apahal?" face HAHA :') :') Ini, Ashraf :) Dari kiri : Hairul, Aku, Syakirah Errrr, pardon. Aku mmg kdg 2 semangat kalau bercerita ^_^ Ini, Muiz :) I know I know, they are pretty. From left : Zaza, Aliah. Like a family :') Distance might set us apart, but our friendship, stays. Forever.