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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Day 1. Harini kelas habis awal, at 1pm. Last class was Sc Computer Practical. Learned about new software and new skills. A tough one, indeed. I brooded in front of the PC, thinking of how to make my imaginary chest pawn becomes a 3D one in this software -___-" It was my first time. I don't even know how to use a Photoshop okay! -___-" Sebab pada aku Photoshop sendiri dah sgt serabut, so aku decide taknak try pun HAHA. Dulu pernah ah try nk guna Photoshop (tapi bukan nk edit gmbr muka sendiri jd lagi comel), pastu aku lost. Mungkin sbb aku noob sgt lupa nk tanya Uncle Youtube -___-" Tapi it was a bit (just a bit) easier because we were provided with module. So, follow je lah module tu. The tedious part is when kau silap satu, you have to redo. Madame said, dlm rekod skrg 7 kali org redo -____-" ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ----------------------------------------------------- Oh, mcm ni rupanya perasaan berjauhan dgn full-time-lover-and-part-time-best-friend kan? Rasa mcm kau nak capai benda tapi tak tercapai sebab benda tu jauh. Rasa mcm kau lost connection dgn benda tu. Mcm kau menunggu setiap detik utk reconnect. Tapi sementara tu, kau sedar life goes on. Kerja tetap kerja. Makan tetap makan. Tidur tetap tidur. Tapi tanpa dia. Abnormal, indeed.. Sekarang aku rindu nak merepek merapu mcm ni dgn dia HAHAHAHA scroll msgs lama je yg aku mampu buat Nesa, kau cool.. kau cool.. Melbourne je pun..

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) -------------------------------------------------- Day 1. Hujan and angin kuat gila sampai tercabut bumbung asrama. Triogonometry FTW As always, I've expected the piles of works to be done and submitted within 24 hours. Norm in KMS. It's been raining like crazy. I watched with my own eyes, the roof of our hostel got blown away by the wind -____-" It's freaking heavy like bricks yo but the wind was crazy, I told you. I woke up at 3am, trying to catch up with my works and haven't slept till I got back from class. Pure bliss, the wind just so ahhh syoknya tidur HAHAHA.. Had to kutip my clothes downstairs, the wind has blown them everywhere, you know. At night, continue doing my works, finish 30% of it -____-" But no Chemistry work was left undone for tonight. Finished everything about chemistry. Now, piles of Maths, Physics, Sc Comp and English wor...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ----------------------------------------------------------------------- "I believe the choice to be excellent begins with aligning your thoughts and words with the intention to require more from yourself." - Oprah Winfrey The sky :') I can conclude that my week days have been absurd HAHA.  Monday, I forgot what happened. Tuesday,  I got my Semester 1 result. Alhamdulillah for all the sweat, tears, pains etc,  I managed to survive.  Wednesday,  I found out that my sc computer tutorial lecturer wore the same Nike shoes like mine -___-"  exactly the same, I tell you..   Thursday,  It was my roommate's birthday and I forgot actually. Sigh, luckily my other roommate reminded me. I was too overwhelmed with works. Went to the clinic and embarrassed myself by asking "kak, nak bayar dkt mana eh?" ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ------------------------------------------- Another summary of what I've been through. 1st Weekend (1-2 Dec, 2013)  It's a tiring weekend, indeed. Mentally, I'd say. Or, am I exaggerating? HAHA I don't even know. I get paranoid with so much to settle. I just don't wanna be left behind in study, you know. I mean, it's the first week. What do you expect? Lazed around? HELL NO. The only time I lazed around is when I woke up late and watched tv :p So.. Only Ayah sent me back to KMS. Just the two of us in the car. Sad, indeed. I feel weird not having Mak sending me back to KMS. Nonetheless, it's a bonding time with Ayah. Only God knows how I feel at that time. Sigh. I love both of them so much. May Allah bless our parents :') DAY 1. 5.45am, Monday, 3rd Dec 2012. A photo of my daily breakfast. And I broke my highlight...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) -------------------------------------------- *Scheduled post.* DAY 1 Alhamdulillah everything went well. I just got back from class for my first day as I typed this. First day of semester 2 actually. Allahuakbar, how time really flies :) I woke up with sudden mood swings and Zauji nagged like crazy HAHA. He just hated those who complain a lot in the morning. Sigh, I was. Had enough sleep last night, 7 hours.That would be my last enough sleep, I guess HAHA. It's my norm in KMS to only sleep for 3-4 hours/day due to loads of stuffs to revise and works to settle. I can tell that my life would be back to normal (hectic) in another few days. However, I am truly grateful that for this semester we were given 2 hours of break for a day in a week. Hello, that is rare.. very rare... Starting this semester, I wanna try to put in record everything I love in KMS for I know one day I...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) --------------------------------------------------------------- Life would be just like how I used to deal with after this. That 5 months of transition phase where I was kinda mentally and physically shock with the system they're running at matriculation. So this is takdir, huh? Tawakaltu a'lAllah.. I seriously am scared. Waiting for my first result. I swear. I think I might cry as well. I just have zero confidence, you know.. Astaghfirullah.. 3 weeks of holiday flew so fast. It feels like yesterday that I went to Langkawi with my family. Feels like yesterday I packed my things and feel so joyous to leave KMS. Well, this is assignment-free holiday though.. Here I am, typing this for those who read like I have nothing to do. I need to pack my things and get ready to face semester 2 actually. Sigh, you're not ready, aren't you Nisa? Yeah.. Shut up lah, just ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ---------------------------------------------------------- Kadang-kadang perubahan tu perit, pada aku. Bila kau dah familiar dgn that place, mesti takdir heret kau pergi tempat lain pulak. Drpd aku masih toddler, aku baru sedar aku selalu pindah. Pindah rumah, pindah sekolah. Orang lain ada 1 sekolah, aku ada 2. Sepatutnya aku dah lali dah tukar 2 environments ni, tapi makin tua makin mengada. Dulu masa sekolah rendah, aku mana peduli pisah dgn kawan lama. Lagi aku excited, hehe..  Tapi mungkin semakin besar aku semakin pandai lihat dunia sekeliling dan pandai sayang dan jaga hati orang lain. Sebab sayang, rasa berat hati nak lepaskan. Tapi takdir nak memanggil, so aku terpaksa jugak pergi (pindah actually. ayat kena emosi sikit sbb aku nak beremosi.)  Jadi manusia yg too-attached ni payah. Aku la tu. Aku rasa mcm that is the utter stupidity I owned. Pa...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ---------------------------------------------- Hujan dekat luar. Mood aku jadi gloomy suddenly. Tiba-tiba aku tersedar, aku ada lagi 2 hari je cuti sebelum semester 2 mula. Disaster. Penat aku menangis. Apa benda yang aku nangiskan pun aku tak faham. Pelik ah. Belum bersedia agaknya. Lepasni mula balik lah rutin aku kan? Bangun awal, pegi kelas, balik kelas, study, jog, study, tidur. Rutin yg takda apa sgt bagi aku. Tapi tanggungjawab kan, kena lah go with the flow, keep calm, just do it, don't quit. Dah takdir benda ni. Org lain relax dkt diploma. Takpa. Biar aku mentally tortured dkt KMS. I'll be somebody I never think I'd be, insyaAllah.  Nak pujuk hati sendiri memang payah sebenarnya. Terima kasih kepada bantal, kau teman aku nangis banyak kali dah. Aku pulak asyik lupa nak basuh kau. Sigh, gila dah nesa ni ckp dgn bantal.. -______-"

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ----------------------------------------- It's time to move on, nesa.. Seriously, it is.