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On Making Changes.

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) --------------------------------------------------------- I seriously need to make this year as a year of change. Accept changes, create changes. Good ones, ofcourse. Well, you can't stay relax, yknow.. Few of the changes have been listed. This should be fun :) just little ones should be okay, at least I have something to do :) But that isn't the reason why I write this post. Last night, idk what sorcery casted on Zauji that he suddenly asked me to go salam my parents before I go to bed and if possible hug them both. Wanna know my reaction? That freaking give me heart attack and there I was, roaming in my room like a total bimbo, thinking of how should I do it -salam my parents. First, I wasn't nurtured to do such thing. It's weird for me. We don't even hug each other in this family. It's not the ambient. You know, you've met this kind of family, rig...

RANTING : Women and clothes.

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) --------------------------------------- These days, I had a thing for clothes. Probably because I go to classes wearing the freaking SAME baju kurungs for every semester (so far).. The only days that I feel to wear a bit fancy (eh?), are during exam days. Yeah, exactly, because it marks the beginning of semester break and I'm hyperventilating. Hence, the fancy baju kurungs. Nevertheless, my baju kurungs aren't so fancy pun sebenarnya. It's just I'll be wearing the ones that I rarely don. My coursemates will all be like "ceh, cantik baju? pegi kuliah tk pakai pulak baju ni?" and I'll answer "excited nak balik weh.." HAHAHAHA! What a weird bimbo.. So yeah.. I think it is not so late for me to rant about my resolutions this year. (Gila kau? dah february dah oi!).. (Ada aku kesah? hewhewhew..).. So, this year are just gonna be a simple and happy y...

Changes hurt me.

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ---------------------------------------------------- Bila aku fikir balik, lagi few months aku genap 19 tahun. Hello, rasa mcm baru semalam jadi 14. Mcm baru semalam lap hingus dkt lengan baju, bila balik Mak ngamuk. Rasa mcm baru semalam aku daftar masuk SSI. Cemburu sungguh masa pada aku. Semua benda berubah. MashaAllah.. Aku berubah tak? Better or worse? Worse, I think. Allah Maha Penyayang je yang jaga my behind the scenes sins.. I mean, semua org dijaga oleh Dia. I bet kalau Dia kejam, semua org pun malu dgn perangai sendiri sbb semua live showing dkt dahi. Tapi Dia cover baikkk punya kita punya aib. MashaAllah.. Tahun ni tahun terakhir umur aku start dgn digit "1". So sentimental. Bolehkah aku dilabel dewasa lepasni? Tak. Nak. Aku nak jadi kanak 2 ! Sigh. Ah, umur dah 19 pun kdg 2 perangai mcm kanak 2 HAHA! Aku rasa berperangai kanak 2 tak menunjukkan aku...

WEEK 9 / SEM 2

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ---------------------------------------------------- CRAZY! It's the 9th week of SEM 2 which remarks the soon-to-be-seated Midsem Exam (UPS). Yeah, next week on Tuesday the exam starts :) Time SERIOUSLY fleet like lightning!! Arghhhh, I SOOOO can not believe this hahahaha!! Another 9 weeks and SEM 2 ends -____-" mashaAllah, how I grew :')  Study has been kinda smooth for me except Physics which I am still figuring it out and I seriously have to improve with Maths -____-" Mak, Ayah and Adam will freaking nag to my ears for weeks if I flunk again hahahaha!! B should be okay I think :) insyaAllah, nesa.. I've been having neck-shoulder cramp (?) and headache these days. Stress maybe? HEH. I have 3 days to revise back what I have learnt, insyaAllah everything is going to be okay.. I just need to do A LOT better than last semester. I need to catch up my pointer, ...

WEEK 8 / SEM

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) -------------------------------------------------------- For every 9 weeks after midsem/semester break, matriculation students will be sitting for UPS/PSPM respectively. So yeah, I am currently in week 8. Just another week left before UPS starts. Time really fleet away like a lightning. I felt like it was just yesterday when I felt all gloomy after 2 weeks of semester 1 break.  Everything is going smooth for now except physics -____-" I don't quite fathom Simple Harmonic Motion, and I forgot how Rotational of A Rigid Body works hahahaha Alzheimer alert!! -____-" This week fleet so fast, you know!! I was overwhelmed with works that I forgot my 6th monthsary with Adam -____-" so much things happened and I just have to adapt. Adam has been so amazing since day 1 :') he has been there to shine bright my days like a diamond hahahahaha (aku tgh suka lagu tu, excuse me). ...

WEEK 7 / SEM 2

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This week has been so.. err, what eh? Typical, maybe. No night classes, so I was beyond grateful -___-" UPS is within 18 days. Am I prepared? 40%. I am currently :  Trying to catch up with piles of works to be done. Lots and lots of tutorial questions to do and submit. Catching up with the Simple Harmonic Motion thingy which drives me insane!! Being consistent with my 2km jogging distance per day despite the hectic schedule. Try not to flunk in Mathematics anymore. Be as cool and calm as I can (simply because everyone else is freaking out about exam -___-" UPS je pun..). Try to make my parents happy with my quizzes marks.    Ah so much things actually.. Loved Ones. Like school days..  Where my 2km begin.. ....and I still can't believe that my desk is as neat as this for this week. Yay! Amoi nak pegi sekolah. cross eyes, aren't they? >_o Aku pun tak pasti HAHAHA Sekarang aku rasa aku perlu pengukuhan utk sub...

WEEK 6 / SEM 2

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) ------------------------------------------------------- DAY 1. I'm just gonna make this week's summary very brief. So much works to do. Let the pictures and captions speak. Easy to read though.. Last week, I made chest pawn. So this week,  I had to create the board and table also :D Seronok gila woi! Maghrib view. Solat at Masjid. New Year's Eve. Blogging. Okay, esok cuti. Baik aku tidur skrg. Esok terlampau byk benda nk buat.  Might wake up at 3am to do works. Good night. Happy New Year! BarakaAllah :)   DAY 2. It's the first day of 2013! Spent my day doing my works and I got maths lecture at night -___-" There goes my 'holiday'.. Oh and btw, only RM2 left in my purse. Yeah, to survive till Friday. 'Horah'. *update* Oh great, I have no money to eat, just used the RM2 for laundry. Nice one, Nesa..  First morning of...