Don't Look At Me Like That!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) --------------------------------------------- there was this one fine day that i went for dinner with my family at a local notorious restaurant. we usually have our dinner at restaurant, just so you know. so, dealing with the rude waiters etc are just another norm in my life. i usually go out as a simple girl. well, you could probably label me as someone who is very lazy to get dolled up. so on that one fine day, i went out wearing KMS shirt, typical worn out jeans and my lovely sneakers. yes, i am nothing near femininity. unless, few times of the month that i felt so. oh yeah, tudung also so serabai. no selendang lilit or bawal pinned on my shirt (the shoulder area), it was just my tudung petak that i pinned it together and let it sway before my stomach. you know, my bosom is the part i need to cover. so yeah, that pretty much make sense to my serabainess. oh im so good at making excuses. hahahaha. so, with my serabainess, i carried myself to the counter to make my order of 3 iced teas and at the counter there was a stereo playing psy's song as loud i almost that casher boy is deaf -__- hello, you're working at the counter and people had to shout at you? or is it my voice was too soft? i do think i have soft voice sometimes. eh no, not soft, but low and mundane. so he asked for my table's number but i wasnt sure, so he stared me like i am a total bimbo. i admitted, i was, bcz i answered him with 'ntah la saya pun tak tau'. for the few seconds, i was too filled with the fact that the stereo was too loud and he was smiling at all!! behind me was girl. older than me, i supposed. wearing jersey. rather pretty and neat. i bet he has no problem with that girl bcz he's face expression was rather okay as compared to me. but man, do i feel a bit ashamed? yes, i do.  first, my answer to him was stupid. hence my stupidity + my serabainess = he must be thinking this girl is annoying. second, i bet there are people out there who know how to smile. of course i went back to my table to check and went back to him. guess what? he said no thank you and so do i. excuse me, i would say thank you, but i was too annoyed with his fierce expression, i just walked away. i know he had a long tiring day, but just pls, dont look at people like that. his stare was bizzare.
hey you know what, this post is pointless.