Reminisce.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :) -------------------------------- today is just another typical day during semester break. the only difference is, i am cleaning up my room. yes, still in progress to finish it while i am typing this and it's 10.50pm now. my body is aching, seriously. few hours of cleaning up, i didn't realized that i fell asleep when i was taking break, hahahaha. it has been few months since the last time i did some cleaning works. a year, perhaps -___- can you imagine the dusts? sigh.  i was taken aback by few things as i was cleaning up. i found few of my sketch books. it was from 2008-2010, if im not mistaken. i didn't go through everything that i wrote there but i did read a few paragraphs. wow. it was wow. how much things have changed. how my mentality changed. how people left and came, some of them are still here and some left. i wish i would write more. so that 5 years by now, i can go through those pages like i did today, smiling to what i have changed. better or worst, i learnt and had the chance to jot them down. that feeling, only god knows. i've thrown those sketch books away. how time really flies. i remember that i wrote in a sketch book  of my hopes toward my world, with hope that i will find my way. sigh, i was 15. of course there were few other things that i wrote and i was laughing at myself hahahaha! 5 years by now, i think i would gone through the same day like today. you know what? i didnt even remember where i put my sketch books and that brought me into today. if i kept it at a familiar place, the feeling wouldnt be the same. i was flabbergasted by the feeling when i "read" the 15y/o me. how i wrote stuffs, etc.  dunia kata "selamat membesar, anisah!"\ aku cuma mampu senyum, selebihnya Tuhan tahu :')
Tuhan, terima kasih.