بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
If you know me personally, you know I am not really enjoying my time as a student of Bachelor in International Business. It's a do-able course, easy and fun to learn but minat aku ke tempat lain, so jiwa dan raga aku sentiasa takda dekat course ni. Aku mungkin lagi rela duduk dekat matriks walaupun most people rasa matriks sangat tough, at least lebih banyak benda aku minat -english, kimia, sains komputer, fizik. No, not a big fan of pure numbers though. Amek IB ni ada accounting, finance and quantitative analysis, calculation lah, lagi lah hmmmm hmmm pishang~
Esok dah start final exam utk semester 3 ni. Dah setahun setengah rupanya aku buat benda aku tak enjoy. Tahniah Nisa sebab tak buat apa-apa with it -_-"
Bukan entirely idea aku nak buat course ni. Bukan idea parents aku jugak. Aku cuma nak pesan dekat kawan-kawan, bagi suggestion dekat orang boleh, tapi jgn dictate/force people to do something just because you think it's good. You will never know the effects to that person because every individual is unique.
or later in future, dont act superior over your child that you choose for them what you want them to do, let them decide, help them to know what is good and suitable for them, then let them have full authority to decide for their future. Im lucky because my parents tak pernah lah force aku. Paling cool ever.
Cuma aku terjebak dgn 'anasir luar' yang melalaikan dan deceiving melampau.
Im still in my journey to escape this 3 years of reluctance. Kau akan faham apa aku rasa kalau kau tgh buat course yang kau tak enjoy. Aku cakap banyak-banyak pun takda faedah haha.
Anyway, doakan cita-cita aku tercapai and aku lulus semua paper utk sem ni k!
I've been stuck here for too long now.
oh and yeaa, do expect more updates sebab aku tengah serabut, i just need to write things on paper and dekat blog bila aku serabut.
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