Afraid.

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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  

You know you reach one point in life whereby you just have to wake up and tell yourself that it's time to move forward and leave shitty things or people behind. That day will come if it hasn't yet. Then comes the day you will regret all the people you misinterpret and Allah tells you straight to your face that you are to blame, for your ego and selfishness. Yes, this day too will come if it hasnt.

Then comes the day when someone came with a huge mistake and all you have to do is to figure out how to get away from that bastard, but you know deep inside you need to forgive anyway. The pain bleeds you.

Or maybe just a random day when you realized that it's time that you give some space for someone to enter your life but then you have become too rigid due to all the pains that bleed you. But you try to convince yourself that it is fine and conflicts are fine also, it let you struggle a lil bit but you continue to grow.

Maybe just a day you feel like whatever you're striving for is fucking pointless and it drowns you into the sea of despair that you begin to look down on yourself and feel like others have left you behind. Everything seemed too fast and nothing you do  will ever make you keep up with them.

Maybe you are just too tired and confined with your own thoughts that you failed to see things in a bigger picture, kids. We need bigger picture to solve small petty problems God sent to us.

Tell yourself to stop being tired because sometimes you are not tired,

you are just too afraid of everything.
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Have a nice day! ♥

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