BOLD & SEPET

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  new york public library T_T lovely isnt it? Words and books are my sanctuary. “Books give delight to the very marrow of one’s bones. They speak to us, consult with us and join with us in a living and intense intimacy.” -  Francesco Petrarca   ----------- Thank you for reading! Have a nice day! ♥

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Aku dah selamat sampai Melaka petang tadi. Rabak beb. Tidur pukul 5am, bangun pukul 8am, padahal boleh tidur balik, tapi aku optimize kan masa yg terhad guna unifi yg laju sebelum internet slow dkt Melaka haha.  I went lepak with Mak Ayah n Fadli at Burger King petang tadi. We talked about so many things. From topic yg deep gila to jokes yg serious lawak gila haha. I enjoyed talking to my family, alhamdulillah. Aku tak boleh elak takdir satu rumah dgn budak bertujuh ni. Syukur. Walaupun hari ni aku dilabel 'curang' (sbb aku nak duduk rmh lain, bila dorg tanya kenapa, aku ckp aku bosan tgk muka dorang hahaha), tapi sejujurnya aku suka tengok semua orang gather balik mcm sem lepas. Meishu je takda malam ni. Rindu budak bertujuh ni (8 actually, including Bella). Aku takda sisters, so they are my sisters. Aku harap dorang tahu yang aku sayang dorang walaupun aku ada attempt nak 'curang' hahaha.  Sebenarnya, tak seron...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  obviously post ni berjela panjang nak mampos. jgn complain,  aku dh warn awal2. Post ni utk kau yang rasa mcm few years lagi will settle down with a girl of your dream. Ada few methods dan situasi. Situasi : 1. Kau belajar lg dan kau rasa it's fine to get married  2. Kau tak rasa it's fine therefore kau nak tunggu ada kerja stabil, rumah, kereta, masters, PhD bagai dulu  mereput tak kahwin-kahwin  baru kau nak kahwin. Methods (as accordance to situation above) : 1. kumpul duit sikit, buy a ring, have balls pegi ckp dkt parents kau mintak tolong risik dia, kena reject takpa, kalau kau ikhlas, Allah tolong. Ikhlas kan hati tu betul-betul. Kahwin sbb agama or sbb apa?  Aku ada senior. Suami 21, Isteri 22. They got married masa last cuti sem (feb 2015), Now, wife dia dah bersalin, pre mature baby tak silap aku, but everything went well. They lived separately dkt Melaka. Isteri duduk luar, su...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Aku tak tau nak blog apa, cuma nak cerita yang aku rasa aku kena sumpahan Mak aku hahaha. Dulu (sampai skrg) waktu kecik Mak kata aku seorang budak yg byk cakap dan mulut takda insurans. Kalau aku rasa benda tu tak betul, dgn segala kepantasan aku akan sound. Walaupun aku baru 5 tahun masa tu.  Tahun 2003, ada satu hari tu Mak masa lauk simple, telur masak kicap. Aku dgn selamba nya cakap taknak makan sebab tak sedap telur dgn kicap je. Yes, I was (maybe still) a demanding spoil and rude brat hahahaha. Lepastu Mak went merajuk, tak cakap dgn aku. Sejak dari kejadian tu, Allah takdirkan cinta aku terhadap telur dan kicap semakin menjadi. Aku syak ni lah akibat jadi straightforward and jujur tak bertempat. Apatah lagi dgn Mak sendiri. Walaupun hal nya cuma telur dan kicap. Derhaka dkt Mak sendiri walau sikit mmg akan di tanggung sampai mati hahaha. Ah come on, I was just 9. Young and innocent. Mcm kau tanya budak, dorang kan jawab juju...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  2 days ago was a day I spent with my buddy, Syakirah. Tak byk masa dah, sem baru dah nak mula, so masa yg berbaki ni aku spend dgn dia since dia yg plg jauh sekali belajar (Labuan).  I'll be your favourite crew :p tak, aku garang hahaha biasa lah termenung dkt Anjung Tinjau ni benda normal Anisah THE JU-ON. We had dinner at Lads & Lassies. pegi tgk video bawah ni, food review. NYUMNYUMMMMM! :) my date, thanks for putting up with my flaws after all these years, syakirah. i owe you a lot :( Usha that kitchen guy yg comel tu hahahaha k bye da bomb. sloppy blue cheese burger! licin beb. RM18.90 price of burger, iced lemon tea was RM6.50 tak silap aku. mehh, baik beli dkt 7e hahaha i know in the future i need a guy slash teman hidup slash peneman makan  who takes good picture of me like this irreplaceable lady does, every single freaking time. thank you for your hard wor...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  My date on that day! Anya! Kelmarin aku pegi makan dkt Grafa SS15 dgn Anya. Aku mmg tau dah ni one of cafe yang mahal tapi tak sedap. Susah nak jumpa/establish cafe yg mahal dan berbaloi bayar mahal. Tapi aku layan je bab makan ni. Positive sikit beb, mungkin aku salah order masa dulu tu. So, aku belek menu. Aku ternampak Chicken Kiev. Chicken Kiev, people! Freaking Chicken Kiev! Anisah tidak akan menolak!  Hahahaha! Siapa pernah makan dkt William's Kelana Jaya akan tahu betapa heaven dan pelangi beserta bunga-bunganya makan Chicken Kiev dorang. Probably the best yg aku pernah makan. Yes, di William's Kelana Jaya. Walaupun tempat tu dodgy, berlipas dan ada kak ti, tak mewah mcm cafe hipster, perut bahagia beb. Tu penting!  So, I gave it a try. Aku order lah Chicken Kiev dkt waiter yang (mashaAllah) mungkin turun dr syurga, handsome amat. Ye mmg kena mention dia handsome hahaha. my chicken kievvvvvv ayam ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Aku jenis yang pekak and slow sikit bab mendengar English ni, sebab tu MUET band 3. Tapi ada satu hari tu aku dalam kete and aku tertangkap lirik lagu ni. Mmg achievement betul. Pastu aku rasa lagu ni deep. Girls and boys, lets ponder upon the lyrics. Listen and contemplate. Aku dah repeat 3 jam dah ni. ...but the most important question I have in mind when I listen to the lyrics was "will I be able to accept someone's flaws and let my faith surpass all hardships?" Will you? ----------------------- Thank you for reading! Have a nice day! ♥

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Apa yg aku perasan, once lepas sekolah, girls ni mula gatal tangan suka make up. Aku percaya girls wear make up not to please boys, not to look pretty in front of boys. Tapi girls pakai make up sbb we looked different and we love it. We enjoy seeing ourselves a little bit different than who we usually are. Dark eyeshadow, a lil contour or blush, thicker brows etc.  Aku pun tak paham apa jadi tapi aku dah jebak dalam kancah dunia make up ni. Apabenda ntah haha. Aku sendiri tak paham apehal la nak kena tempek benda dkt muka bagai ni, tapi hasil akhir selalu buat aku rasa happy and aku enjoy. Perasan cantik letteww~~ HAHAHAHA! Terima kasih Youtube kerana telah jd kawan baik aku selama ni. Sampai bebudak ni tanya apabenda la aku tengok dkt Youtube. Well, melambak benda kot, tak larat nak list. So, haritu (few weeks ago) Ecah ajak aku dgn Syakirah pegi kelas make up dia dgn Puan Sofea Abbas (kau kenal kot Puan ni kalau kau follow IG miss_ke...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  At this point of life, Im 21 and I do learn few things. I'd like to share it with you guys, my loyal readers. Feel free to argue or disagree, I know I will have to learn how to respect our differences. That's how I will grow --by stop being too full of myself. The lessons are : 1. I will have to be better than my parents. For now, I only see them as my benchmark. If I cant surpass their success (especially in raising me up as a bold young lady), aku boleh quit berangan nak jadi itu ini.  2. Whatever idea that I have in mind, someone else in the world will have it too. The only difference is whether I make it happen or just let it be an idea, forever. Progress comes after the idea is implemented. 3. Always be bold. I believe that every brave soul was once a wimp. It's just that they managed to go through the fear and make it a habit that turned them bolder each day. Stay bold. 4. You can try any way to gain rezeki or achi...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Aku jarang bukak Twitter sejak setahun lepas. Kalau bukak, semata fav tweet orang je. Tak pernah rasa nak tweet. Harini, at 5am, aku rasa nak bukak twitter and I saw this conversation above. Zulaikha and Hajar are my wings dekat Melaka. Aku mmg every second dgn dorang berdua. So, aku nak kata yg Lucaspeebo ni pembohong. Hahaha!  Mungkin lah friendship tu berubah, tapi selagi masih ada masa ni, aku nak kata yang aku bertuah ada dorang berdua. Love hate friendship hahaha. Kadang aku rasa nak hempuk dua-dua dgn kerusi. Kadang aku rasa clingy tahap menangis. Eh, mcm kisah benar je hahahahahahahaha ok diam. I might not be the best sister for them, but they have been the best companion dkt Melaka. Whatever changes that might happened in the future, Im thanking Allah right now for all the moments the three of us have shared. Penat aku tengok muka dorang ni dkt rumah and kelas. Housemates, roommates, classmates. Kau pikir lah cane p...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Tempat : obviously Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor Date : 16 Ogos, 2015. Ayah sent me to KMS  setting up the hall ceh tiba-tiba tukar uniform, berlakon ayu kejap lah hahaha Anisah dan makanan berpisah tiada momok kesayangan anda was trying to refuse like literally doo. gila ke aku jd MC? meroyan semua org nak balik cepat hahaha bagi la hakak touch up sikit, pucat sangat hahaha PDT 12/14 bersama JPP current batch fuh, ini filter baik punya ploles muka hakak hahahaha my squad! pretty ladiesssss! the silat boys! azarul nyanyi Potret sedap woi! yang ni tak pyh explain lah suara merdu gila si Rieyna ni! bergabung meletop KEBABOMMMM!! Thanks for coming guys!! Zaid comellll!! Zul tetap paling comel hahahaha apesal aku pucat mcm mayat tu T_T Event dah habis dah geng! tido la nisa, time ni la na...