Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :)
A scheduled post.
P/S : By the time you read this, (perhaps) I am on my way to KMS.
Muka budak budak :p
Aku rasa aku emotional lebih, kalah depa yg dpt Matrikulasi nun jauh dkt utara sana. Whatever it is, I don't care. I can see things are changing gradually. Or, is it me thinking too much?
I bet, the latter one.
I am leaving for Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor. Yes, I am truly grateful since the second I got the offer. Ar-Rahman is helping me. They say, it's gonna be tough. Well, I dream big, I must venture this journey. I've been so comfortable with my comfort zone since SPM ended. Frankly, I am not ready. Aku rasa mcm a sudden big thing was given to me while I was 'busy' living my care-free life.
Takdir akan bawa mereka yg lain dan aku jauh dari kebiasaan. We gotta deal with this, lil kiddos. This is small matter :p Lihatlah saya, konon tak heran, padahal.. iskkk iskkk Y_____Y
Aku excited part living-the-hostel-life again je. Part study tu.. T_____T
Ya Allah, I think I am not ready, but You think I am ready. So, hmmm.. I must go.
For the past 5 years, just like others, I've been through so much of Ar-Rahman's awesomeness. He put me through thorns of life and pleasure of those struggles I survived. He gave me awesome schoolmates and teachers. And yes, awesome immediate family! :D Pendek cerita, aku minta betis, Allah bagi peha.
Segalanya yang telak kalian kongsi dengan aku, aku ucapkan terima kasih. Segala kesempatan dan pengorbanan, hanya Allah mampu balas. Terima kasih kerana menerima aku seadanya sepanjang zaman sekolah. Takdir sedang bawa kita semua ke destinasi seterusnya. Allah telah mengatur. Aku mohon ampun atas segala dosa. Ampunilah aku ya? Ampuni salah dan dosa. Andai terkasar bahasa, termengumpat, terpukul, tersakitkan hati, segala ter- . Ampunkan lah aku. Segala kenangan yang dikongsi, mungkin aku tak mampu nak ingat sampai mati, tapi aku bersyukur diberi kesempatan.
Aku akan tetap jadi aku. Serabai begini, hyper begini, garang begini, muka-stress begini. Tapi semoga Allah tunjuk part mana aku kena tambah, edit, buang. Semua orang akan reach satu level whereby dia akan cari jalan hidup dan mula mengorak langkah. Aku diberi pilihan. Aku pilih. Baru nak mengorak langkah, semoga Allah bersama aku walaupun setiap hari aku degil, aku ego, aku tak tahu malu dgn Dia -____-
human will gradually change if they give themselves chance to tolerate with what Allah has for them.
People, Allah has everything for us. From happiness to punishment.
Pray and do better. Be better everyday. We will change. We will!
May Allah guide us all towards good changes for His sake only.
I leave them, the people I love, under His care as nothing is lost that is under His care.
Terima kasih utk segalanya dan ingatlah saya dalam doa kalian :')
Aku tak tau nak blog apa. Dah jarang sangat blog. Selalu duk layan termenung je sampai tak terblog dah. Sampai lupa aku ada blog rupanya and once active here, long time ago lah... haha!
aku rasa umur 23 tu mmg betul2 raw nak masuk adulthood.
Dgn degree yg nak bakal habis mid July ni, aku akan masuk alam pekerjaan dan struggle menjadi hamba sistem. Gitu.
Hello kerja pun belum tentu dapat terus. Semoga rezeki aku tak putus lepasni.
Last year, turning 22 taught me :
1. to always double check stuffs.
2. to never trust that someone is reliable enough to handle things for you hahahaha
3. remember that things are constantly changing, so dont get fixated so easily
4. believe in the power of doa and staying true to yr effort
5. give a few seconds for yrself to pause then react to a problem
Being 22 last year was the best.
I went to Beijing, Istanbul, Bursa, Mekkah and Madinah all in one year.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Pictures taken using Lenovo A516 and Samsung S2.
We went to check on Kolej Tun Mutahir after we knew that the registration was postponed to Aug 6. It's a 10-storey apartment, 5-10mins walk to the campus. The apartment was empty because they are installing the new facilities at this moment. The condition wasn't really clean, I was quite intimidated and I hope they'll clean it up (ko pikir ko princess ke nisa??)
Just a little tour before this becomes my second home.
Aku decide starting 2018 ni aku nak tukar daripada blogpost kepada Tumblr, sebab apps Tumblr lagi user friendly, hence senang aku nak update di mana-mana. Apps blogger agak lousy. I forgot that I actually created and posted things on Tumblr account since 2015 rupanya haha. See you guys on Tumblr ok!
I wont be blogging here anymore, I guess. Ah sedih pulak rasa........
Aku bukan penulis yg proper because whatever is in this blog is directly (very raw) from my brain, no filtering needed. But I enjoyed 10 years of blogging. Years of freedom (especially when malaysian are very lazy to read, I get more privacy). Thank you for the 10 years of support my loyal (maybe non existent) readers. I love you all of you. It's time to say good bye...cant believe Im doing this....
I bid farewell to blogspot.
Good bye blogging life :(
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