Peace be upon Prophet Muhammad, his companions and family :)
With family. KR, Subang Parade. 5pm, June 23, 2012.
June 23, 1994.
I was born and till this day He has given me chances after chances, and so much more. Life has been pretty well 'digested', which you may assume that I am learning and applying what I've learned. In the name of He who has given me so much love, I am here, still breathing and taking opportunities while I still can. 18 years, that might be just a number to you. But I personally can say that when I thought of not surviving a task, I will have to go 18 years backwards to realize that I survived tasks He gave me.
18 years of undying love from my parents can never be neglected.
I may not be the best daughter, the best student, let alone a good companion. Wherever I go, I'll never be the best from the rest and there will always be someone else better. But lately, He taught me that life isn't about chasing the title of 'The Best'. It's about how we set our mind, how we think positively and just seize the day. Being the best is when we truly know Who Is The Best. Yes, you know Him, He is The Best :)
I may type this with good spirit now, but my spirit doesn't always rise up high all the time. We all are same. We shine for awhile and face the dark side when He wants us to. I am still the same frail Anisah. The one who will cry in the middle of the night when everyone has already dozed off. The one who doesn't simply click with new strangers. The one who has been pampering herself and suffer the agony of getting out from her comfort zone. Typically, a girl with dreams.
I have my ups and downs. I flawed everyday. I slack off quite often. I don't know where life is heading to. But He gave me this opportunity at KMS. Yeah, my life there is like a duplicate one of my senior years -____- I once ask Him to give me chance to start all over again. Nah! Dia campak aku masuk KMS hahaha :D
From Ayah and Mak ^_____^
Well, wherever we go, there will always be someone better than us. I personally feel competed, but when I think back again, when I contemplate, I laugh at myself, realizing that I am not grateful -_______- Main thing is, I should enjoy my two years at KMS, I guess.
KMS is just a phase and it ends. Yup, honestly, I am 'suffocating' while trying to settle in, because I think too much. Also, I am typing this with workloads in front of me, virtually screaming at me, wanting to be settled by tomorrow. Oh, Im screwed.
Oh and yes, I am that kind of person who celebrate her own birthday no matter what :p
and in few years time, I'll be celebrating it alone -____- I have to, eventually.. *sighhh
thanks for this wonderful life :')
I will never have enough ways to show my gratitude!!
POST YG PANJANG OK.
(hm lama tak tulis mcm ni. lama sgt hew hew hew)
ps : tiada travel info yg terlalu byk dlm ni. sikit" tu ada kot. ini bukan travel post. ini post 3am yg malas.
It was really a great experience for me sebab aku tak pernah travel ramai-ramai dgn member. So memang meriah dan seronok sangat-sangat! Rindu lah jugak pergi trip tu. Tapi Beijing bukan tempat yang aku nak datang balik. Tak mcm Korea. Entah lah. Aku rasa sebab makanan dia tak best, lepastu dia takda wow factor sangat kot. Korea tu boleh nampak la canggih dia lebih sikit dari Malaysia. Maybe tu yg menarik. Beijing ni aku rasa mcm just nice lah. Alhamdulillah dapat pergi time winter. Walaupun tak merasa snowfall, aku tetap happy dapat rasa sejuk tu.
Biasanya sejuk yg tak boleh handle tu time pagi bila dah start touring. Contoh mcm dkt Summer Palace. Time dkt SP ni mmg aku jujur cakap, sejuk nak mamposssss. Pastu baru aku tahu time tu it was around -3dc. Haaa negative kau!
Aku tak tau nak blog apa. Dah jarang sangat blog. Selalu duk layan termenung je sampai tak terblog dah. Sampai lupa aku ada blog rupanya and once active here, long time ago lah... haha!
aku rasa umur 23 tu mmg betul2 raw nak masuk adulthood.
Dgn degree yg nak bakal habis mid July ni, aku akan masuk alam pekerjaan dan struggle menjadi hamba sistem. Gitu.
Hello kerja pun belum tentu dapat terus. Semoga rezeki aku tak putus lepasni.
Last year, turning 22 taught me :
1. to always double check stuffs.
2. to never trust that someone is reliable enough to handle things for you hahahaha
3. remember that things are constantly changing, so dont get fixated so easily
4. believe in the power of doa and staying true to yr effort
5. give a few seconds for yrself to pause then react to a problem
Being 22 last year was the best.
I went to Beijing, Istanbul, Bursa, Mekkah and Madinah all in one year.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Pictures taken using Lenovo A516 and Samsung S2.
We went to check on Kolej Tun Mutahir after we knew that the registration was postponed to Aug 6. It's a 10-storey apartment, 5-10mins walk to the campus. The apartment was empty because they are installing the new facilities at this moment. The condition wasn't really clean, I was quite intimidated and I hope they'll clean it up (ko pikir ko princess ke nisa??)
Just a little tour before this becomes my second home.