Final Exam Result Part 2. (Long Post)

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Part 1 is here.

WARNING : I HAVE A LOT TO SAY. 

I am 5 days late from the actually day to update this but it's okay. So why do I need to update this on BOLD & SEPET? Does it really matter? Like anyone would care... Hahaha.. Anyway, it does matter to me. I write journals, I write things that happened in my life to help me get back to my root whenever I feel like Im losing my sanity :p

It was a typical day and surprisingly I felt nothing about getting my final cgpa. Aku memang dah pasrah habis dah. As soon as I stepped out from the exam hall (esp for the last paper which marked the end of my life in KMS), I said to myself "let it be lah, kasi Allah settle je. move forward, korea is waiting". HAHAHA!

Hehhh. So much of pasrah la nisa...

But seriously guys, it was my final semester, I worked hardest, I have never worked that hard though I know I can hahaha. You know, the typical Malas disease. During midterm test, I had inadequate amount of sleep. What a psycho, it's just midterm test pun..... Yes I know. But it is a big deal. It carried 10 marks for my final exam. I remember that day when Yasmin texted Adam said that she was proud of me. She went to look at the board where they stapled our result and recognized mine. I havent checked my result yet at that time and it freaked me out when Adam said Yasmin is proud of me. She. is. not. like. that. trust. me. Hahahah (nvm, she doesnt read my blog :p)

All these happened during midterm test, whereby I got all As excpet for maths. Yeap, not a big fan of numbers. So my midterm result was an inspiration to keep me going. I tried to keep up my pace, relax but focus, just enjoy my last days in KMS. Well, the happiest days, I must say :p

When final exam begun, typically I had my schedule, I like to keep it organize. What to study next, what should memorize more, what is more fun to read bfre dozing off, what shouldnt be studied at peak hours etc... yadayadayada... I came across Running Man and The Inherintance hahahahaha. Booommmmm, ke laut lah semua nota~~

It took me almost 2-3days to finish all episodes of TI. I dare to say that it was a risk. I was about to lose my focus actually. Hence the procrastination :p Then I got back home, leaving everything at KMS, studied in my room, everywhere in this house and went back to KMS to sit for my final exam. (Yes I can study at home.)


Yadayadayada... final exam ended, life at KMS also ended! I felt soooo happy on my last day bcz my misery has finally ended. I know it is not really a misery but living life in prison-like situation is unbearable somehow haha.

So fast forward, I typed the website to check my result..
So anxious..
Adam whatsapped me just in time while the page loaded..
So I asked him to wait for a sec...
and....

I got too excited that I couldnt find my result bcz I was reading the page from everywhere hahaha mula2 dari atas, bosan... start dari bwh... merepek... baca balik dari atas smpai bawah.. okay faham...

And I was soooooooooo happy alhamdulillah! Whatsapped Adam back and he was happyyyy, ran downstairs to tell Mak... blablabla that was the day I got my final cgpa (DL). Tolong lah faham, si degil mcm aku mmg layak la happy dpt cgpa cantik. Aku pgg pada prinsip semua orang sama pandai, cara kau belajar tu yang kau kena pandai alter sket. Ok tipu, some people have higher IQ. Tapi di matriks lah aku belajar bahawa IQ yang tinggi dan attitude serupa sampah adalah kombinasi yang teruk. Attitude dan strategi penting. Know yourself well bfre you want to fight. And please have passion with what you have.

Honestly, I dont put high hopes on research university bcz it is tough to get though you get good pointer. I have more hopes for UiTM and IPTS. I thought that IPTS is more fun, you get to see a lot more colours. You get to mix with non-malay or international students. But ofcourse, cost a fortune too -_-

Syukur alhamdulillah. Aku rasa tenang dgn result ni. Apa yang Allah nak bagi ni aku memang terima redha gila and happy sangat. Biorrr lerr tak 4flat, lantak.. Janji I improved a lot. Skrg berharap dapat masuk U and dapat course yang kena dgn jiwa aku. InsyaAllah, kasi Allah je settle benda ni. Less expectation, just be ready. (Moto hidup terbaru LOL HAHA)

Terima kasih utk semua tenaga pengajar yg penyabar dan tabah, utk mak ayah yg sempoi dan selalu kirim doa, utk adam yg super memahami, utk kwn-kwn yg jd penghibur hati dan juga mentor. Above all, terima kasih kpd Pemilik Nyawa ini utk setiap kelebihan dan kekurangan hidup ini.

It doesnt matter bila besar nanti aku jadi pensyarah ke jurutera ke doktor ke cikgu tadika ke whatever, yang penting aku ada niat utk belajar. Belajar demi mengisi masa sebelum ajal tiba. Ye lah, kau nak buat apa dgn masa lapang sebelum izrael jemput kau kan? Kutip ilmu dkt dunia ni la apa lagi..

Buat masa sekarang aku kena bagitahu pada diri yang aku kena redha redha redha. Aku kena usaha jugak dapatkan course yang aku nak, even IPTS sekali pun. Mmg penat lah nak settle IPTS, byk benda kena isi etc. Nak apply loan/scholarship lagi. Ewah, berposak la den..

Cuti utk mencari duit demi membayar yuran pendahuluan just in case aku pilih masuk IPTS, juga demi membeli baju pegi kelas time degree nanti. Al-maklum, dua tahun sememeh je pegi kelas dkt matriks. Say goodbye to all those sememeh selekeh days. Imma be well-covered hipster lepasni hahahahaha -__-"

Aku harap kawan2 matriks aku semua nmpk jalan mereka di uni nanti. Semoga semuanya makin berjaya sambil diredhai Allah. (Pelik nau ayat.) Semoga jumpa jodoh yg soleh/soleheh, handsome/cantik dkt uni nanti LOL sempat lagi ni.. 


Aku akan terus di sini. Menulis saki baki hidup sebelum Allah jemput suruh balik sana. Mungkin akan cuba hantar manuskrip ke mana2 editor. Mmmm dah mengarut. K lah, ciao~

Have a nice day!
Assalammualaikum.

Love,
Nisa.

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