There was this one particular day, I woke up kinda late and skipped my morning classes, attended only evening class. It was a really blurry day, my brain was loading quite slowly as I started my day absurdly late. Later then, I was at Siti Aminah when I saw an old man sat and ate lunch alone. That kind of view really broke my heart. I saw bits of rice on his cheeks as he ate quite messily. I felt like helping him. I watched as he finished eating lunch. Still, he didn't realize the bits of rice on his cheeks and near his lips. Oh poor old man.. his eyes were filled with tiredness from his past life. His face looked like he had been through so much.
I assumed that Allah was talking to me, He was giving that view to touch my heart and take me back to the roots and make me realized that there are people around me who aren't as lucky as I am. I was touched, my eyes nearly pooled. If you ever encounter this situation, how would you feel? Ke tak pernah peduli? Hahaha.
Ini belum pegi rumah orang-orang tua, mau basah lengan baju aku duk lap ayaq mata tak sudah. Im gonna spend one day at the old folks' home, inshaAllah kalau Allah setuju. Semoga dipermudahkan.
Situation 2 :
Oren, a kitten I met who volutarily slept on my lap as I listen to a briefing by a senior. Her eyes were in bad condition, she came to me and wanted to play. When she slept on lap till I got cramps, I realized how much sympathy and love I have for cats these days. A creature so fragile, you can never resist. SubhanaAllah. I freaking love it when her hand touches my fingers as if she wanted to grasp it. Like when babies' hand grab your finger, felt so overwhelming. Amazing how Allah created such love in our heart for animals, how we can take care of them etc. I know it's really a small thing people dont really care, but talking about kebesaran kuasa Allah in this topic is something we all should ponder upon.
Oh Allah. help me to help others.
Thank you for reading!
Have a nice day! ♥
Aku tak tau nak blog apa. Dah jarang sangat blog. Selalu duk layan termenung je sampai tak terblog dah. Sampai lupa aku ada blog rupanya and once active here, long time ago lah... haha!
aku rasa umur 23 tu mmg betul2 raw nak masuk adulthood.
Dgn degree yg nak bakal habis mid July ni, aku akan masuk alam pekerjaan dan struggle menjadi hamba sistem. Gitu.
Hello kerja pun belum tentu dapat terus. Semoga rezeki aku tak putus lepasni.
Last year, turning 22 taught me :
1. to always double check stuffs.
2. to never trust that someone is reliable enough to handle things for you hahahaha
3. remember that things are constantly changing, so dont get fixated so easily
4. believe in the power of doa and staying true to yr effort
5. give a few seconds for yrself to pause then react to a problem
Being 22 last year was the best.
I went to Beijing, Istanbul, Bursa, Mekkah and Madinah all in one year.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Pictures taken using Lenovo A516 and Samsung S2.
We went to check on Kolej Tun Mutahir after we knew that the registration was postponed to Aug 6. It's a 10-storey apartment, 5-10mins walk to the campus. The apartment was empty because they are installing the new facilities at this moment. The condition wasn't really clean, I was quite intimidated and I hope they'll clean it up (ko pikir ko princess ke nisa??)
Just a little tour before this becomes my second home.
Aku decide starting 2018 ni aku nak tukar daripada blogpost kepada Tumblr, sebab apps Tumblr lagi user friendly, hence senang aku nak update di mana-mana. Apps blogger agak lousy. I forgot that I actually created and posted things on Tumblr account since 2015 rupanya haha. See you guys on Tumblr ok!
I wont be blogging here anymore, I guess. Ah sedih pulak rasa........
Aku bukan penulis yg proper because whatever is in this blog is directly (very raw) from my brain, no filtering needed. But I enjoyed 10 years of blogging. Years of freedom (especially when malaysian are very lazy to read, I get more privacy). Thank you for the 10 years of support my loyal (maybe non existent) readers. I love you all of you. It's time to say good bye...cant believe Im doing this....
I bid farewell to blogspot.
Good bye blogging life :(
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