It has been quite a good week for me, alhamdulillah. Have started my lil efforts towards a better cgpa lol hahahaha apabenda ni. Idk where is the part I put my effort but I know this week is better than the previous ones. Baby steps, I suppose.
I just can't wait for midsem break. I have high hope that midsem break would be fully utilized. How? Well, the planning part is always the fanciest -.-" So, I had to ditch planning but sticking to a motto which is "time has to be fully utilized".
It's gonna be tough. Too much distractions at home.
But before heading home, I will have to face 3 tests -.- Im gonna be dead. So, lets pray that everything goes smoothly for me okay? I need to get higher carry marks and a less worry during final exam. (you have no idea how cuak and stressful I was last semester due to the low carry marks for almost ALL of the subjects). It was torture. Alhamdulillah, I passed all papers. Mission accomplished. Hahaha.
my classmates :)
Seeing how I progress this week made me realized that I am still at a carefree phase. Its okay, inspiration will come soon and I'll get my pace like matriculation days, insyaAllah.
The highlight of this week was IBUC (International Business Unity Club) Unity Day. Its kinda like a family day for us IB students. It was one heck fun activityyyyy. I felt like a lil kid again. Well, this time is a bit different. A lil bit of tak puas hati here and there. Mind-wise, grown ups never grow actually. We tend to rage easily especially when we felt like our rights have been discriminated. Kononnya. Funny how adulthood made us more restrained, rigid and boring.
I enjoy being a lil childish sometimes. I know at certain times, I should remember my limit but you see, growing up have made us all as monsters. we call it being responsible for the things we should but we took it wrongly. We discuss less, we dominate more. That is just imbalance. This, my friend, is naturally can't be avoided.
forever baju KMS hahahaha meet Ika!
I enjoy being childish. That's why certain people still refuse to believe that I am at my age now. Being at a state of child-like in my mind made me absorbs stress better. That's just how I grow. I stay being the same Nisa/Anis as I was born, a child at heart. I grow my creative ways to escape from problem through the child-like mind.
We all have a child within us that might have gone or still there but too shy to show up because we think growing up looked more cool if we act all posh and dedicated. One day, when you found someone who can accept that child-like behaviour within you, you keep that person. I havent. Need to find him when things are settling down, I guess. Eh. Him? Apa ni hahahahaha.
Oh btw geng, I signed up for something a bit crazy this week. Something I never planned. I saw it coming and I thought I better do it now because later it'll cost me time and money. Wait till I reveal it. Hahahaha. Goshh. Epic. Takdir is just funny sometimes. MashaAllah. Hahahaha.
Aku tak tau nak blog apa. Dah jarang sangat blog. Selalu duk layan termenung je sampai tak terblog dah. Sampai lupa aku ada blog rupanya and once active here, long time ago lah... haha!
aku rasa umur 23 tu mmg betul2 raw nak masuk adulthood.
Dgn degree yg nak bakal habis mid July ni, aku akan masuk alam pekerjaan dan struggle menjadi hamba sistem. Gitu.
Hello kerja pun belum tentu dapat terus. Semoga rezeki aku tak putus lepasni.
Last year, turning 22 taught me :
1. to always double check stuffs.
2. to never trust that someone is reliable enough to handle things for you hahahaha
3. remember that things are constantly changing, so dont get fixated so easily
4. believe in the power of doa and staying true to yr effort
5. give a few seconds for yrself to pause then react to a problem
Being 22 last year was the best.
I went to Beijing, Istanbul, Bursa, Mekkah and Madinah all in one year.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Pictures taken using Lenovo A516 and Samsung S2.
We went to check on Kolej Tun Mutahir after we knew that the registration was postponed to Aug 6. It's a 10-storey apartment, 5-10mins walk to the campus. The apartment was empty because they are installing the new facilities at this moment. The condition wasn't really clean, I was quite intimidated and I hope they'll clean it up (ko pikir ko princess ke nisa??)
Just a little tour before this becomes my second home.
Aku decide starting 2018 ni aku nak tukar daripada blogpost kepada Tumblr, sebab apps Tumblr lagi user friendly, hence senang aku nak update di mana-mana. Apps blogger agak lousy. I forgot that I actually created and posted things on Tumblr account since 2015 rupanya haha. See you guys on Tumblr ok!
I wont be blogging here anymore, I guess. Ah sedih pulak rasa........
Aku bukan penulis yg proper because whatever is in this blog is directly (very raw) from my brain, no filtering needed. But I enjoyed 10 years of blogging. Years of freedom (especially when malaysian are very lazy to read, I get more privacy). Thank you for the 10 years of support my loyal (maybe non existent) readers. I love you all of you. It's time to say good bye...cant believe Im doing this....
I bid farewell to blogspot.
Good bye blogging life :(
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